Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
uh.. well.. blog's reali REALI v v v stagnant and still? lols.. feels lyk mosquito breedin waters huh? oh well.. received a call fr ahma juz nw.. realise the few of em were actuali out at town.. and they acclaimed dat i disappeared? owell.. th conv was kinda nt v gd to me? hmm.. felt kinda hurt? owell.. mayb sumtimes i tend to take things too seriously ba.. bt ya la.. th girls reali meant alot to me.. so felt kinda lyk left out when they didn't cal me cuz juz they tink i was bz? owell.. is nt dat i didn't try or wat ma.. bt sumtimes is juz reli v inconvenient.. and i dun evn get enuff time for myself oso.. dat huge mountain of work is neva eva done.. hw cum pl jc i jc.. i lyk soo much mor things to b done.. so much busier arhx? haix.. nvm la.. juz rantin lo.. since i feel affected? lols.. owell.. was juz randomly tinkin.. so if i juz didn't haf th time to contact them and they tink dat i'm owax nt free and they dun bother to ask me anymor bcuz of this and dat and wadeva else reasons ther is.. en so i'll juz simply lose contact wid em iszit? tot ppl say secondary friendships are th 1s dat wil c u through.. dat's gg to b th l0ngest 1? owell.. negative tots agn.. phebe's a paranoia and a negative person ma.. is nt as if th first day she's lyk dat.. owell.. dun bother.. was juz uh.. ventin it out? cuz juz felt kinda uncomfortable wid al these bottlin up inside me? i do cherish and treasure ual and i do tryto wan to find time to find wid ual.. bt ther's onli 24hrs in a day.. i can't possibly get th time dat i wn.. besides.. i haf restrictions and other uh.. commitments.. so ya.. hopefully ual wil understand? owell.. dunno y i writin al these.. bt dun mind me.. juz felt affected.. i feel so repetitive.. feels lyk i juz keep repeatin myself.. "oh so random.. juz sum tots.. dun bother me.. "
well.. nt v sane at lyk 1.45am ma.. is been soooo long i cn actuali sit infront of th comp and blog and nt worryin bout my pw or my neva endin tutorials dat i neva b able to catch up.. jc's life is juz oh so hectic.. i miss secondary sch times.. the aft schs and evn recess.. evn gg 2 sch makes me look forward to it no matter hw tired i might b.. nw.. is juz so diff.. ):
had a haircut th other time wid jolene and kailing.. and i dunno at wat kind of state was i in dat i actuali agreed to buy a small bottle of nice smellin mud dat cost lyk 16bucks mor than my haircut summor la.. i muz b retarded to evn tot of buyin it.. c.. al th work makes u kuku la.. so regret dat stupid bottle of nice smellin mud dat i ain't evn usin.. waste money.. any1 interested.. cn sell to u at uh.. 10nucks? dun mind makin a loss.. yupp.. bt i do lyk my new haircut tho my hair's lyk a lil uh.. fountain wid no water? lols.. bt i lyk bt th sad thing is auntie cut it shorter ): no mor v v v long hair le.. miss th hair tho.. owell..
alrighty.. tink shall stop here le ba.. time to slp le.. ther's stil sth cal church tml.. i wonder when cn i eva slp in till evn 10am.. ):