Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
finally get can a mor decent keyboard and cn do my typin le! yay! well.. today was kinda tired out th whole day.. had to wake up at 8plus bt stil was late in th end for choir prac.. woke up in th morn and saw a msg which was quite saddenin lei.. choir pracs every single weekday for th 1st 2wks of hols fr 2.30-5.30.. whoa.. plus al th xtra lessons.. i reali wonder if i'll eva find th time to go out shoppin etcetc.. hols reali dun seem lyk hols to me.. haix.. cuz of th early choir prac today i had to gif sentosa a miss ): i wanna go sun tan! i'm hvin lyk a damn uneven colour nw la.. summor th billabong bikini dat th whole lot of 29o4 gurls bought for me i hvn evn gotten a chance to wear yet.. so imagine.. is lyk rottin in my cupboard for 3mths waitin for phebelimlixuan to bring her out to th sun la.. ):
bt at least choir prac wasn't dat bad today.. cuz today was juz vocal trng.. actuali was kinda fun.. didn't noe vocal trng oso gd way to get rid of ur stomach fats lei.. hahas.. juz keep usin th diaphragm and th diaphragm and mor of th diaphgram and en u'll feel th strain le.. lols.. was rushin through my make up for th college day oso.. and i finally bought my mini brush mascara! yayness! (: hahas.. finally ther's sth MINI and suitable for dat uh damn lil and thin eyelashes la.. hee.. at least for nw, no mor tearin when i'm puttin mascara le.. yay! (: camwhored wid th choir ppl for lyk an hour or so till my mouth was bcumin hard? lols.. bt was kinda borin oso.. was waitin sooo long for th teacher to cum call us dwn to perform.. waited for lyk 1hours plus or so.. was gettin kinda drained out oso.. tired since morn ma.. didn't reali get a gd rest oso.. and ther's sum flagday tml.. ): and so i hafta wake up at lyk uh. 7.30am agn? huh.. aiyo..
reali cnt wait for th hols to cum man.. juz 1 mor wk to go.. bt en agn.. i dun seem to reali get my hols oso.. wid th v v hectic choir pracs and xtra lessons and sum time left for math tuition and revision time.. i wonder wher cn i find th xtra time for u.. haix.. ): bt dun wori.. everyth wil turn out fine ya? hopefully.. as long as we bliff..
off to slp real soon.. gettin v tired.. nt been doin my hw for th consecutive 2days le.. whoa.. th work's neva done.. wheneva i tink of wat th poly ppl are gg through, sumtimes i wonder.. hw nice if i cn go poly.. cn get th hols.. cn get th slp.. no nid everyday cum hme so late and nt bcuz of other stuffs bt juz bcuz of sch and cca.. and cn practically ace al my tests instead of nw.. failin almost everyth.. worst state of my studyin life i'm gg through nw.. owell.. bt since i'm in le.. guess ther's no mor turnin bak and grumblin and whinin and complainin (well.. a lil la.. hey.. muz vent out wat.. hee).. since i've chosen this path, i guess th onli thing dat i cn do to make myself feel beta is juz to make th best out of everyth.. and yesyes.. i will.. no way am i gonna juz waste my dat 1yr strugglin so hard for nth.. phebelimlixuan wil make it juz so worthwhile! (:
was browsin through friendster and realised is been a reeeal long time since i caught up wid my secondary sch frens.. i mean th 4faith ppl la.. as in th usual clique? sumhw.. i feel detached fr them and lyk ya la.. feel as if i wasn't reali a part of their life in sec3&4.. owell.. juz a random tot.. bt ya la.. i do miss em.. esp tingyu.. owell..
and tokin bout dat.. to th 4faith ppl out ther.. ther's a class gatherin wid miss yeo on 15june at 12noon.. cuz she's leavin phs and gg over to punggol sec le.. so we juz gonna haf a simple lucnh wid her at amk hub? place hvn reali decided yet.. so if any1 of u out ther do cum to my blog.. leave me a tag or sth so at least i noe and oso.. hlp spread th msg ard! tks..
i miss secondary sch life.. i miss pri sch life.. i miss when i was juz a lil baby.. suddenly.. i dun feel lyk growin up anymor..
oops.. tink i'm gettin a lil too much on th emo side.. lols..