Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
finally.. i'm bloggin again.. owell.. juz went online and went blog surfing and a lil friendster surfing and en i realise whoa.. i'm once agn v v out of touch wid th world agn.. livin in my own world revolvin ard busy schdules and whole pile of workload and non stop of chorale singin once agn.. lookin at al their profiles and blog entries, reali miss each and every sigle 1 of em.. esp min and twinaiai for sum reason or so.. cuz is lyk reali v v long neva keep in touch wid em le.. is lyk it neva reali happen this way last time.. owax gg out wid em.. at least keepin in contact.. miss th 29o4 clique alot alot oso.. miss th times when we haf b4 sch together.. durin recess and evn aft schs jz hvin a simple lunch.. bt nw.. they are al juz memories.. is kimda diff to get bak to last time when every1 has diff paths of theirs to walk and diff commitments and responsibilities to fufill.. was browsin through friendster and came across tingyu 1.. hmm.. kinda miss her alot alot oso.. been so long dat i reali tok to her oso.. reli miss th times when she smack me hard on my bak or i smack hers to juz wake each other up.. well.. tried this on my other frens when they're reali tired.. bt none of them find dat it works.. al they juz tink is OUCH! well.. dat's th tingyu and phebe thing ba.. wonder wil she eva get to read this.. bt tingyu, if u eva do, i'm missin u alot oso! owell.. gettin v emo agn.. dunno wat's wrng wid me recently.. been hvin extreme moodswings.. 1 moment cn get reali v depressed and stressed and en start breakin dwn and cryin lyk a big crybaby and th nxt i'll b smilin and hu noes when i'll start gettin v moodless agn and th whole cycle starts.. haix.. muz b dat H thing dat's doin their job agn.. tsktsk.. owell.. bt seriously, i reali miss every single 1 of em alot.. :/
well.. been reali bz this wk as usual.. choir was reli bad.. tink nelson kwei was reali pissed wid us.. tink he kinda gave up on us and en ask th SLs to gif us auditions 1 by 1 and if we fail, we gonna get kicked out of th concert and when th concert's juz 10days away (i tink).. went for th 1st round well.. onli 1 j1 alto passed so obviously i failed.. went hme wid a reli bad throat cuz i'm stil feelin damn unwell.. was so sick th nxt day and went to c th doc agn.. i spent lyk a total of 71bucks on my medical fees already la.. haix.. most ex summor.. en woke up at 9.30 and prac my songs till 1plus b4 gettin a quick nap aft takin my med.. felt kinda drowsy stil when i woke up.. went for th 2nd round of audition sang halfway and xianhui told me nt to sing and go hme and rest and she say she'll test me agn.. i kinda lyk aft when i eklft broke dwn and cried agn? haix.. sumtimes i juz feel dat i'm reali v v useles.. th onli thing dat i noe hw to do is juz cry ): fadee and char and josephine tried to cheer me up.. bt well.. is lyk i spend th whole day tryin to learn my scores instead of gettin my rest and en al my efforts al gone dwn th drain.. can't sing properly.. keep pitchin wrongly.. mixin up my entries.. etcetc.. i dunno wat's al th effort 4.. in th end it seemed lyk nth worked out for me oso.. haix.. was reali v demoralised.. 9yrs of my choir life neva once lyk dat..
kinda regret joinin th choir.. cuz is reli pullin down my schwork and i'm failin al my tests.. i dun wanna get retained bcuz of choir oso.. :/ well.. guess dat's th diff of a gold wid honours choir and silver choir bt stil.. i miss uvphs alot alot.. went bak on mon.. saw miss yee and th rest was reali v happy (: hopefully, they'll jiayou and do their best for their syf! kinda sad dat i cldn't go for their comp.. if is nt bcuz if bio spa.. i'll prolly juz skip sch th whole day and juz go.. owell.. wish em luck ba.. and oso wish me luck.. gg for audition (not AGN! ):) on mon cuz i'm stil nt feelin well.. doubt i'll b gg tml oso.. math tuition! well.. studies are stil piority i guess?
well.. guess i shall end here.. nth much to rite bout oso.. my life's kinda borin revolvin ard choir and schwork and neva endin complains.. oh.. bt well.. i manage to actuali sit on a hill and saw many many stars! (: evn tho th street lights are stil v bright, th stars and th company was juz simply sweet and wonderful! (: