Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
well.. updatin my blog agn.. hmm.. so th first day of th mar hols are finally here! (: yay.. well.. at least today i was able to slp in and thankfully i gt enuff slp b4 wakin up.. bt actuali i cldn't reali slp aft reachin a certain timin oso.. guess th body's clock is used to th wakin up early.. bt guess ther were things on my mind dat reali required me to tink.. is lyk well.. tot of sth reali veri silly ytd.. i was decidin to appeal out of ajc and en transferred to innova.. guess any1 hu reads this entry wil kinda lyk tink i v qian bian ba.. lyk anderson such a gd jc dun wanna stay and wanna go to such a lousy jc oso.. actuali i dunno wat was on my mind oso.. cuz well.. i was tinkin dat mayb aftal i dun suit anderson.. juz feel kinda uncomfortable in th environment ther.. oh well.. dunno if ijc's environment is gonna make me beta oso.. bt hopefully it'll b a beta 1? told my parents and guess they kinda lyk either gif up on me already or juz let me make my own decision for my own future.. dunno y bt i kieep havin th feelin dat aft dat time when i did sth reali bad and en apologiesd to my dad, he's been veri patient and tolerant towards me.. guess is been a reali reali long while hearin him shoutin and scoldin me.. and 4 dat, i juz wanna say, tks alot daddy.. (: he was so nice ytd to let me make my own decision.. rmb if it was th last time, i bet he wld prolly violently object me goin lyk hw he did for meridian.. so well.. went to appeal today.. evn th teacher hu took my appeal form was shock.. y wanna transfer fr anderson to innova.. actuali i dunno.. i guess i was juz followin wat my heart tells me to.. so i gt th call fr ijc durin choir dat my appeal is successful.. whoa.. damn fast man.. so they were lyk askin me to go dwn to settle al my paperwork transfer tml.. bt sumhow i wasn't prepared dat it was gonna b lyk dat.. and so i decided to lyk drag it for awhile in th meantime tink through if i reali wanna get into ijc and forgo ajc.. well.. dat's th place dat every1 is snatchin for.. oh well.. i reali dunno wat i'm tinkin oso.. my parents kinda gt a shock esp my mum.. she kinda discouraged me to go ther oso.. bt guess my dad accepted it or sth le.. haix.. mummy told me u sure u wanna go ther? u goin ther wid th rite motive? iszit bcuz reali of ur studies or ur frens? u sure is God's will.. if u haf th peace of heart to go ijc, en u go.. if u choose nt to listen to God, en u beta prepare to bear th consequences urself.. well.. dat kinda struck me and gt me tinkin.. been spendin th nite to c if i reali wanna go into ijc, if is reali God's will for em.. tryin to find and feel if i'm gonna b feelin veri uneasy if i go ther.. oh well.. juz wishin dat God.. plz gif me an ans by tml.. i nid an ans.. plz show me wat u wan me to do.. if is reali ok for me to ijc to study.. :/ been tryin to put my faith and trust in God bt sumtimes it gets reali v hard when u reali dunno wat God wans fr u and wat he reali has in plan 4 u.. shld i go or stay? haix.. c this damn postin prob reali givin me a big headache man.. this whole thing has been buggin me lyk since th day i received my o's results and choosin wher i shld reali go.. :/ hope al these wil go over real soon..