Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
heyyas.. updatin agn.. well.. juz waitin for my hair to dry at lyk close to 1.. juz bath an hour ago and gt bak lyk 2hrs ago.. whoa.. juz look at th time man.. oh well.. decided to go to sch for th last day of orientation today.. woke up in th morn feelin kinda lethargic and well abit moodless.. dat's hw morns are without any1 u can tok to ba? oh well.. went ther and saw shina! (: she's bak in ajc le.. they accepted her appeal.. realised gt lots of ppl had successful appeals.. everytime when i hear 1, i'll b lyk tinkin whether ur appeal wil go through anot.. and at th same time, hearin another person appeal goin through means dat 1 lesser chance for u to get inside ajc and of cuz i wil b disheartened.. haix.. juz realised dat this world is reali a veri practical and realistic world.. well.. is nt as if i dunno or wat lurhs.. bt juz sumhw i feel lyk unjustice is bein done.. is nt as if dat they dun haf th cca and he can't contribute to th sch ma.. in fact tink the sch wil juz gain much mor recognition in sports etc wid him ard la.. haix.. dunno hw to appreciate.. summor many of those successful appeals al gt much higher scores and they cld get in.. sum evn use ccas lyk TLDDS to get in la.. and her score is higher by 2pts.. and en juz bcuz he doesn't fit into any cca here he can't get in?! oh well.. sumtimes i juz dun undst.. reali dun understand >> ):
anw.. today was kinda ok la.. at least th seemingly aces day dance turned out to bnicer aft they increased their speed? lols.. and well.. th campfire's th worst dat i've eva been..imaginin hvin campfire at 5pm in th afternoon when th sun's settin and is lyk shinin directly at u.. imagine th heat la.. wasn't veri fun tho.. except th last part.. well.. at least they managed to get sum ppl high? yupp.. went kfc wid maye shina qinpei aft dat and i dunno wat was on my mind, was drinkin th pepsi and i juz spilled th whole cup on my bag :/ i guess i muz b lost in my tots agn.. oh well..
at least ther's stil th 1st 3mths ppl ther la.. so nt dat lonely oso.. bt..
realiwishinuwereherejuzbesideme:/and i wonder y iszit evn call march hols i hafta go bak to sch for th 5 freakin weekdays la.. 4days is for choir and 1day to get my dumb uniform.. qinpei was sayin wat kind of cca is choir? meant to kill u arhx? whoa.. imagine 4pracs.. i wonder wher i'll get th voice and strength to sing man.. oh well. cheer up phebe! sumtimes self denial do helps (hopefully)
well.. startin my math tuition tml le.. hafta wake up early.. guess i reali nid to get bak my tempo to go bak to studyin le.. haix.. oh well.. every1 in ajc dat i noe haf been askin me eh phebe, u stayin arhx? well.. evn they're surprised dat i stay cuz i kept sayin i can't catch up etc.. actuali evn i myself oso surprised dat i'm actuali stayin.. bt do i lyk haf a choice? juz take it as God's will ba.. if i can't promote up this yr en i tink i noe wher i hafta go le.. yupp..
well.. sori for al th ratings and complainins these few entries.. is juz dat i stil find it abt hard to accept it la.. juz kinda demoralised by everyth.. bt i noe i hafta pick myself up and stop whinin complainin and lamentin.. cuz is no use.. bt juz gif me a bit mor time.. :/