Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Sunday, February 11, 2007
heyyas.. finally updatin my blog aft a million thousand cow years.. yupp.. finally can find th time to blog oso.. everytime wanan blog oso veri diff cuz well my dad's owax usin th comp or if nt i'm nt free to use th comp oso.. oh wel.. guess by nw every 1990baby already noe their o's results le.. :/ hmm.. and duh.. gt mine too.. bt till now, dun noe if i shld b hapi or sad bout it.. bt i guess mayb i shld b satisfied wid my results ba.. cuz aftal i didn't put in xtra effort for my o's compared to my prelims and of cuz i feel dat i put in mor in my prelims than durin o's.. i guess i'm reali nt a marathon runner.. i can't run a race for veri long.. i guess i juz dun haf th stamina to run for so long and well.. i get tired veri easily and of cuz gif up veri easily dat's wat happen in al my jogathons in my 4yrs in phs ma.. owax givin up halfway or even when i'm lyk 200m away fr th finishin line.. oh well.. dat's me i guess.. anw.. so i gt wat i gt bak for prelims.. 12pts.. yupp.. at least wid this pt, i can stil haf quite many choices so i shld b satisfied juz veri disappointed wid my combined humanities.. bt i shld b glad at th same time cuz at least i'm much beta off than sum ppl.. esp hendri.. tink i reali pity him lo.. poor thing.. so now is al to th "i muz make a decision" agn thing.. haix.. so sick and tired of lookin at th book already.. and i dunno if i shld stay in ajc oso.. haix.. is lyk well.. ther's th choir to consider and of cuz th studyin environment and everyth.. i noe goin to a new jc means i hafta adapt veri quickly to their culture bt seriously, i reali dun mind tryin sth new cuz th culture at ajc is reali kind mundane and borin.. and of cuz dat inclused th stress factor.. bt ya la.. can't possibly b condemnin bout th sch onli.. at least i had quite a fun class! :D th ppl ther oso kinda interestin.. didn't manage to noe every1's results.. onli noe one or 2 onli.. and en ther's stil th subj comb to consider about.. haix.. i owax hate makin decisions and nw, i hafta make sooo many decisons al at 1go at such a limited itme is reali testin my limits man.. juz get so sick of tinkin bout it oso.. oh Lord, plz show me ur guidance.. i tink God beta speak to me soon if nt i'll b stil lyk a wu tou gui unsure of wher am i gonna head nxt to.. :/
anw.. went ijc and yjc's funfairs ytd.. hmm.. sumhow aft lookin at their funfairs tink phs 1 dat time is stil much beta lei.. much mor interestin oso.. dunno y oso.. and watched th video dat they gave us.. awww.. al th memories juz came flowin bak for these 4yrs.. rmb.. comin into th sch at first "hatin" th sch and en now, lovin th sch and dun feel lyk leavin.. guess is th ppl and th teachers ther dat made it al so memorable for me.. and aft watchin and tinkin bak, realise how time reali flies man.. juz glad dat at least when i look bak, didn't reali regret my 4yrs ther.. at least i made a bunch of reali gd frens
andosou.. (: and osos through this, realise i shldn't waste my time and make sure i make th correct decisions so as nt to haf any regrets in th future when i tink bak about it.. yupp.. bt this kinda add on to th pressure to me to make th rite decision oso.. haix.. juz dun feel lyk returnin to ajc's choir these few days.. juz feel lyk enjoyin myself b4 i reali start committin provided dat i'm gonna stay ther la.. ohwell.. c how things ba.. and is owax so nice to go out wid th 29o4 gurls.. reali miss each and every1 of them alot.. well.. they were th 1 hu made a great part of my memory at phs oso ma.. so of cuz they're 1 of th most treasured la.. yupp..
alrite.. crashin cjc tml.. oops.. hee.. bt so ma fan lo.. stil muz borrow their shirt to wear.. tsktsk.. oh well.. hopefully God wil gif me an ans by tues and en i'll noe wher to go.. :/