Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Friday, February 02, 2007
heyyas.. well.. bak to updatin.. oh well.. as usual.. been reali bz and i guess my body reli can't take it le.. so i fell ill.. guess th whole coughin thing reali worsen.. well.. thanks to twinaiai hu spread to me since last yr.. it has nt get any beta throughout these 5, 6 wks.. oh well.. in th end went to th polyclinic to c a doctor.. guess my throat was infected badly.. and i hafta swallow tablets dat's darn big agn! ))): ah.. sumhow i tink either my oesophagus is darn small or my glottis is darn tiny th tablet owax has difficulty to find its way down to my throat.. :/ terrible feelin.. and th worst thing is i ate th antibiotics ytd and today gt so much worst? i vomited and had a loss of appetite la.. oh well.. vomited out and en felt beta.. well.. so instead of goin ajc i went to yj instead.. hmm.. they al start so late de.. unfair.. went ther th sch's quite ok.. kinda old tho.. bt nvm la.. aj oso new bu dao na li qu.. lols.. bt th canteen's food quite nice i guess? except dat is kinda small la.. didn't stay ther for veri long tho.. yupp.. anw.. ajc's choir damn tough man.. they haf sooo many pracs and curse dat stupid composer la.. th set piece darn diff oso dun evn noe how to sing la.. bt i guess wid great powers reali cum great responsibility.. bein in a gold wid honours choir is neva easy.. of cuz ther's definitely bound to b many sacrifices.. and time is 1 of th main sacrifice.. is lyk if u're in this kind of choir, for syf.. u can get nth less than gold wid honours if nt dat's gonna b a definite embarrassment la.. oh well.. stil tinkin if i shld stay in th choir aft 1st 3mths bt besides i dun evn noe if i can go bak ther.. nid to wait for my results oso.. moreover dunno if i'm stayin ther oso.. th culture stil nt veri accustomed bt i lyk my class now tho.. a bunch of interestin ppl.. (:
anw.. my dad threw his temper at me ytd and he threw a chair at me! )))): arrgh.. can't totally blame him cuz i argued bak at him and threw a temper oso.. bt does he hafta throw a chair? and en now my hand hurts lyk *^&^%! oh well.. he was scoldin me for usin th phone, throwin a temper etcetc.. bt sumtimes is nt dat i wanna throw a temper or wat ma.. bt when u cum hme and th day gets so stressful and u're already so tired.. bein in a foul mood, u reali dun nid al these to make u feel evn worst rite.. sori daddy if i haf such a hot temper.. is nt dat i wan it oso.. bt y do u hafta throw th chair and evn threaten to kick me out.. actuali i dun mind gettin out la.. bt well.. i hafta control.. and nt b lyk u to let th emotions rule over my head.. wadeva lurhs.. so now.. i'm nt tokin to him.. nt tok to him since mornin until now.. blame th dominant genes of me gettin ur stubborness.. i'm sori.. if i sound unfillial.. sumitmes i juz feel disappointed and i'm sori if i made u feel disppointed.. i reali felt bad when i saw u threw th chair at me and injured ur toe for i dunno how u gt it injured and it bled so badly.. oh well.. th ironies agn.. he's my dad aftal.. :/
anw.. ther's hpt installation tml and apparently i'm in charge of decor.. great! such an unartistic person in charge of decor.. lols.. i wonder how disasterous th seminar rm is goin to look lyk tml.. stress man.. and i've to b ther at 9 which means wake up early agn! i miss my slp! ))):
bt i'll continue to gogojiayou! cuz had an inspirin chi lesson lyk 2,3days ago.. th teacher taught me to nt gif up cuz well.. she said sth lyk if u gi up once, ther's bound to b a 2nd time and a 3rd time and en are u goin to run away and gif up ur whenever u're faced wid difficulties? y dun u face it up and b a stronger eprson instead? well.. kinda inspired me to carry on my jc life and nt quit it.. i noe is owax easier to say than done bt at least if i can't hang on, at least i can tel myself i've done my best already.. yupp.. so gogojiayou for those out ther hu are strugglin to carry on! let's strive on! (:
and jie.. in lyk 1hrs time is goin to b ur bdae le! so happie 18th bdae! and hope u'll haf a happy 1 and dat everyth wil go well for u.. best wishes! takaire! hugs! :D