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Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.

(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)

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oh finally! finally i'm able to blog agn.. blogger is reali veri veri screwed.. i tink if i can find th opportunity or th time i'm gonna change to livejournal or sth.. kinda pissed off wif al this laggin thing.. and i tink th opportunity is gonna take forever.. i dunno y.. it seems as if ther's owax sth goin on which is gd in a sense at least i'm kept busy and nt bored and well.. i guess th laziness in me oso la.. sumtimes juz plain lazy.. twinaiai made a blogskin for me lyk million cow yrs ago (ok dat's an exaggeration) bt bt bt.. is stil quite long ago oso.. and i haven't even find th time to edit th template and change it to my new blogskin.. sori twinaiai for al dat work.. promise u i'll change it if i find th time.. oops.. heex..

anw.. these few days haf been reali busy.. well.. sch has started.. so how free can i reali get oso.. oh well..

02jan'07
went out wid min eve yuxuan vic and sherjie to bugis for sum shoppin.. uh.. well.. as usual.. i was late.. oops.. so much for my new yr resolution no3.. lols.. is ok.. i stil haf a whole yr of 2007 muinus 2days to fufill it.. heex.. gd way of self deceivin myself.. hahas.. well.. so in th end min eve and i didn't reali manage to find our bags.. bt bt bt.. i'm officially startin lessons lyk nxt mon and i haven't find a bag yet.. :( i nid a bag!! means mor shoppin.. bt i reali can't squeeze out anymor time le lei.. haix.. oh well.. anw.. in th end we started shoppin for yuxuan and he bought lyk 2bermudas and a pair of jeans i guess.. we went fos oso.. so dat rock republic skirt.. super nice and of cuz cheap.. budget! bt ther wasn't my size! ): guess i'm too fat la.. oh well.. bt in th end stil managed to buy a white skirt.. (: went heeren to buy pins and i saw pinwen! :D is been a reeeal long time since i last saw him.. missed him! well caught up a lil and gtg le cuz i needed to go hme and he needed to get bak to his work.. oh well.. nvm.. shall find him 1day for lunch aft my jc hopefully he wun b workin dat day oso.. yupp..

03jan'07
well.. had serious trouble of tryin to wake up at 6 agn.. oh man.. is th veri first day of sch and th veri first day of me goin to ajc.. scary.. was feelin kinda nervous when i was in th train makin my way ther.. well.. felt kinda sick of th tot dat i hafta start everyth anew alone.. haix.. altho ther's lyk 20phs ppl ther bt none of them was i reali close wid oso.. oh well.. say i'm dependent or wat.. bt i neva lyk bein independent and strike out myself oso.. so gt to my grp and realise sihui and zhiwei were in th same grp as me! (: ok.. at least gt sum familiar faces.. bt well.. tok a bit and en most of th time was silence.. i felt kinda awkward.. bt i juz didn't reali noe wat to say oso.. had sum principal tok and subj tok at their auditorium which made me reali feel lyk sleepin.. i tel u aj ppl damn smart man.. they make their tables such a way dat u put ur head ther th whole thng wil juz collapse and resultin u to b unable to slp.. i was lyk practically holdin onto th table when slpin la.. of cuz.. had a tough time.. hahas.. aft dat had sum bondin games etc.. well.. in th beginnin everybody looked so serious and quiet? no1 reali spoke.. played double wacko and a few games and well in th end cuz of sotongness.. i had to do a forfeit la.. was asked to sing a song.. super embarrassin.. didn't noe wat to sing so juz sang twinkle twinkle lil stars? rofls.. so dumb lurhs.. had lunch bt it was horrible.. i was soo hungry yet th food tasted lyk ___.. juz imagine.. en had sum dance session.. well.. was kinda confusin so didn't reali catch th moves and by en was so tired already.. had treasure hunt too bt it wasn't reali fun oso.. i kept tellin sihui and of cuz countin down th time when th whole orientation can quickly finish and i can go hme.. i was feelin sooo bored..
well.. th sch didn't reali gif me a veri gd first impression.. i felt as if th sch was super calculative la.. well.. cuz supposedly my ogls were supposed to call me and tell me al th details and evryth bt they didn't.. so i didn't bring money and my pe shirt.. they evn made me pay th money for my handbook and my food b4 they're willin to gif me my food and my handbk and onli wanted to gif me my op (orientation package) unless i paid up.. ey didn't even wan to gif me th collar pin.. th worst thing is they made me feel as if is my own fault dat i 4gt to bring th money nt theirs.. bt hello! no1 told me anyth.. how am i supposed to noe?! i dunno if i'm too sensitive or wat.. bt it was reali a bad impression and of cuz a veri bad day.. >:(

04jan'07
i woke up late.. and en well.. missed th bus.. 4gt to take my breakfast.. dropped my earring.. unlucky day.. reached yck at 7.25 when apparently i'm supposed to reach ajc by en if nt i'm counted late.. so was slowly strollin to sch hopin dat th gate wld close and en i wld haf an xcuse to go bak hme bt to my dismay, it was stil open big, welcomin me wid big hands.. =.= bt ther was another st nicks girl hu was as late as me so in th end decided to go in wid her.. had subj toks agn.. and well.. aft hearin bout bio, i felt kinda lost la.. cuz well.. th teacher made bio as if is soo diff and well.. i'm kinda afraid of takin it now.. summor is molecular bio lei.. al those fungi bacteria cell thingy.. dat's lyk my worst la.. oh well.. so i didn't noe wat to take and en geog sounded veri interestin tho.. lols.. asked ard and it seems every1 is takin physics or sth.. anw.. had games and couple dance.. well.. today was beta.. at least i managed to catch up wid th dance? lols.. and th wet games was kinda fun la.. altho i keep didn't reali feel lyk playin.. oops.. bt hey.. i did my part to motivate my og to cheer la.. can't blame.. i've been a hpt leader for too long.. so i guess i'm stil beta at cheerin and leadin grps instead of participatin and b part of it.. i juz felt so weird la.. yupp.. and aft goin through al these orientation camp.. i miss hpt alot alot.. is been a rea while since i gone bak and i miss al th camps and everyth.. oh well.. at leeast th day was beta.. oh and en it poured quite badly.. so when i was waitin for th train at tpy to go town to find eve they al cuz in th end she decided nt to go to campfire.. :/ and en ther was this super weird guy hu came up to me and told me he lost 5bucks and ask me if i cld gif him so he cld go hme.. i had 1buck wid me and so i gave it to him.. he cont askin me wher i stay and en he suddenly asked me if i cld ask him a qn.. so i told him yes.. and en he asked me if he can bcum a gurl? =.= well.. dat stunned me and en i say up to him and en he kept buggin me for an ans if he can b a gurl and say if i say yes, he'll go b 1 rite nw.. so in my mind i was tinkin, he so young so poor gt money to operate meh? lols.. and en i asked him hw he's gonna b a gurl? he told me he'll go steal a gurl's skirt straight away.. *freak!!! and en i dunno y was i so dumb i cont tokin to him and ask him y he wanna b a gurl? and en he told me bcuz guys gt uh.. penis and gurls dun haf and he dun wan.. omg.. and he evn told me if i say no, he's gonna take off his pants rite in front of me.. well.. dat totally freaked me out and thank God th train came.. i juz rushed in and i saw him tryin to follow me bt thank God th door closed in time.. phew! i was lyk so pale for th remainin journey.. super tramautized.. bad thing to start on th 2nd day of sch.. =.- was tellin eve they al and she cld actuali lyk laugh at th whole thng?! lols.. diff ppl diff feelins.. rofls.. oh well.. scary.. waited for em to finsih their movie and in th end eve decided to head bak to sch cuz well.. felt kinda bad.. went bak and saw them in time for supper and wash up bt seein em made me tink of me when i was in sec1.. al those memories!! saw th sec3s bt well.. they appear kinda cold? oh well.. guess they muz b veri tired or sth ba.. tok to ms haq for awhile.. miss her! and dat ended my 2nd day of sch..

05jan'07
stayed at hme today.. hahas.. which means i pon sch.. oops.. actuali felt abit bad la.. to pon on th last day of orientation.. no choice.. i was tired.. heex.. so in th end vera pon wid me.. hahas.. felt kinda mean to lyk influence her.. lols.. oh well.. and en they called me this morn to ask bout me so juz said a small lie and said i had a lil fever or sth and en they repeatedly asked me lots and lots of qns.. guess they were afraid i might catch sum sars or chicken flu bug.. *touch wood touch wood!! oh well.. spend my day tinkin bout my subj combi in th end stil chose bio chem math as H2.. shall juz try out and c how iszit lyk lo.. yupp.. and i cldn't get out of my hse today ): cuz my mum dun allow me to leave th hse if i'm nt goin sch.. so in th end didn't manage to go sp open hse wid eve min ey al or pinwen ey al.. bt stil manage to go to th lib for awhile! (:

so guess tml is day out to sp's open hse.. last day of their open hse le.. hopefully ther's lyk stil sth available for us? lols.. anw.. th tp's mag came today and en th course al lyk veri interestin lei.. i feel so tempted to go! suddenly.. jc life seems lyk a bore and chore for me.. oh well.. shall juz wait and c ba.. anw.. i tink i'm finally gettin my pay tml! yay! (:

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