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Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.

(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)

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well.. is lyk 2.31am and here am i bloggin! so..

HAPPY 2007 TO ALL! (:

well well.. guess th yr 2006 juz ended lyk 2hrs ago.. when i look back, i realise how fast time juz slip past our hands and en here we are movin on to 2007.. well.. i'm feelin a lil emo now so if this post do get a lil emo dun blame me.. hmm.. dunno y bt suddenly tots of al those things that happened last yr juz kept comin to me.. i rmb th first day when 2006 started, i was tellin myself dat is gonna b a brand new yr and well.. of cuz a veri impt yr wid th o's and everyth comin and of cuz, finally i'm a sec4.. lols.. actuali i didn't even noe i was supposed to b happy or wat.. well.. en came sec3 adv camp and until now.. i'm stil uber super proud of 3humility'o5.. :D they reali done me proud durin th camp.. sori for nt keepin th promise to buy ual a trophy.. :/ bt dun wori.. i did buy sth for al of u! (: well.. hope to gif ual soon too and of cuz dun 4get me horx.. well.. jan was quite a bad start for me oso.. cuz in th end i finally ended sth which was supposed to end.. and things didn't turn out well for me.. heratbreaks fr everybody.. well.. almost everybody.. esp * and my family.. lots of quarrels and i rmb myself cryin and cryin.. and of cuz th times when ppl tried to cheer me up until now.. i stil can't hlp it bt i rmb wat anet told me bout "phebe, dun wori.. u've owax been a strong gurl" .. hahas.. cldn't reali bliff dat sum1 actuali said dat i was a strong gurl cuz well.. i owax tot dat i was kinda weak cuz wheneva i cldn't take it th first thng i wld do everytime wld b cry.. i owax felt lyk a crybaby en.. BUT ironically, i was proud to b a crybaby cuz at least i found a way to release my probs? and en i r,b i had a terrible sweet 16th bdae.. cuz i didn't reali had any celebration on dat day and my parents evn 4gt to buy a bdae cake for me.. ): bt i love al th presents and of cuz al th bdae wishes! tks alot ppl! (: celebrated cheyenne's and mine bdae on th nxt.. had steamboat and everyth.. (: well.. and ther was jogathon wher i rmb draggin twinaiai down bcuz of my darn friggin low determination and in th end she cldn't get a place in th top20.. stil feel kinda bad when i tink bout it.. sori.. :/ and ther came sports day oso wher th first time in my 16yrs, i drop th bloody baton.. :( haix.. oh well... stil abit unbelievable dat i actuali dropped th baton.. :/ and en well.. rmb we had th razzmatazz concert! memories! and en i rmb lowminmin feelin super super low and of cuz veri troubled durin dat period of time.. guess dat muz b her worst.. bt well.. at least al is over! (: and en of cuz we had al th studyings and studyings and i rmb makin frequent trips to woodlands lib wid my 4f ppl for studyin durin th prelims.. well.. dat reali helped me alot i guess? cuz i improved tremendously fr prelims.. (: anw.. rmb th social ettiquette now.. i rmb th time when most of th 29o4 gurls were so troubled of wat to buy and wat to wear and en we went lyk shoppin and mor shoppin. i rmb walkin by citylink & goin to town lyk dunno how many thousand times.. lols.. and en dinin ettiquette turned out to b bad cuz th food sux bt aft dat th time sum of th 4f ppl spent at tcc was kinda memorable.. (: we juz sat ther and tok and tok.. oh and i rmb gettin cookie (is a hippopotamus in case u dunno) fr limsherjie when apparently i tot it was famous amos cookies? rofls.. silly me.. heh.. and of cuz al th bdae celebrations dat we tried makin for each and every1 of em.. and of cuz anet's 1 was th 1 wid th most effort.. i can stil rmb rushin ard at bugis at 9plus at nite in my sch uniform runnin here and ther to get anet's presents settled.. bt well.. th presents is juz full of tots! and i bet she loved it! (: cuz she cried.. yepp.. and well.. of cuz th big O's wher every1 well.. almost every1 mugged lyk crazy and of cuz stress lyk crazy.. i rmb breakin down lyk a few times durin th o's la.. :/ bad... oh well..

now when i tink bout al these i feel melancholic.. i miss th 29o4 ppl alot and alot.. esp th veri random "aft sch, let's haf lunch" sort of gatherings.. wher we juz go over to j8, cuzway, or evn northpt.. dat chicken rice! i miss it la.. and well.. now i tink bout it.. i kinda miss al th quarrels and th patching ups aftwards dat we haf.. i miss seein each and every1 of their faces esp fiona cheyenne wenqi jolene.. since aft o's until nw, i hvn met any1 of em.. kinda lost contact wid em oso.. haix.. :/ bt well.. i reali hope we'll stay as close together and we muz haf get togethers! oh well.. i mizz choir too.. aft nt singin and of cuz goin for choir pracs, i miss th whole bunch of choir ppl adn of cuz th usual choir pracs and ms yee comin in wher every1 tried to keep quiet etcetc.. i muz go bak and hear them durin syf! jiayou uvphs! i noe u ppl can do it! (: oh.. and of cuz i miss sch now.. evn th usual "i dun feel lyk wakin up" mornings seem so missable to me? i miss goin to sch wid ahmaneo and runnin for th bus and squeezin into th train.. i miss slpin in class and well.. gettin caught by th teacher.. al th devotions and evn th veri nan ting sch bell.. lols.. so many i miss i miss.. i guess i reali understands wat's called, until u lose it, u'll neva cherish it.. is owax so typical for ppl to take things for granted and juz wantin mor and nt realisin dat once al these "takin for granted" things are gone, ther'll b such a big empty piece in ur jigsaw puzzle life.. suddenly, i dun even feel lyk graduatin anymor.. i miss sch! i miss every1! ): uh.. well.. guess this post came a lil too late.. dat was lyk supposed to b ytd stuff.. bt well.. came hme late ytd ma.. so no choice lo.. bt nevertheless.. i still miss every1.. :/

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