Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
well.. wat a day to start th wk.. haix.. many ppl neva cum sch today again.. al pon tan.. and poor natalie gt ps by em and en she was al alone today.. oh well.. anw.. th sch's gettin mor and mor listless and emptier as th days pass.. soon even th sec4s are gonna grad and wat's left of th sch wil b lyk uh.. i oso dunno.. a lifeless sch already? oh well..
anw.. today was lyk any mon wid al th math chi eng and ss periods onli.. well.. for chi went to th library this time and found lots of physics paper bt th sad thing is i can't borrow those papers out so seriously, i oso dunno how am i gonna go and photostat it is reali veri ex lei.. oh well.. haix.. and eng juz did sum compre and compo and apparently tot dat th paper was an o lvl paper amd surprisingly, it was stil manageable and hu noes is actuali a N lvl paper.. so they were sayin dat o lvls is gonna b 2 mor grades even mor diff.. ok.. dat's scary.. :/ and i reali wonder wat's wid ms kang sumtimes cuz seriously, sumtimes she reali has spilt personality lei.. when she's in our class she owax appears so nice except for th rare unreasonable moodswings bt ebsides dat seh's reali fine bt today juz when she gt into th seminar rm for eng cuz 4f,g,h combined, en she completely seems lyk a diff person.. so fierce and stuff and obviously she was scoldin her class guys.. bt actuali i dun reali blame her la.. cuz seriously, i oso find them reali noisy and of cuz bein such an irritant, even i myself oso can't stand.. perharps lyk wat th passage said, is al bout respect.. mayb if they learn to show mor respect to her mor instead of arguin bak and rebellin etcetc.. mayb she'll lyk them mor oso.. so mayb bein in 4faith is oso gd, cuz almost al th teachers lyk us for bein so respectful and of cuz obedient.. rofls..
anw.. was supposed to watch a movie on rob b hood today bt apparently, it turned out dat left me and min watch.. so we decided nt to watch.. and they went sunplaza instead.. didn't go wid them to sun plaza today.. cuz i didn't reali haf dat mood oso.. so decided to cum hme for a nap.. eh.. i'm lyk practically tired everyday.. hahas.. took th train by myself and aft dat decided to walk hme instead of takin th bus.. is been a loong time since i walked hme myself.. well.. as usual.. i onli walked hme when ther's alot of tots runnin through my mind.. haix.. so was feelin al emo and my hormones were actin up again.. rahhs.. ): guess wat happened on sat wasn't such a great thing or wat aft al.. it made me tink even mor.. so tokin now makes me tink even mor.. guess i was juz avoidin th problem and now, it cums bak again.. haix.. screw to al th emptiness and al the
loved.. wadeva.. i dunno wad i'm tinkin oso.. bt i tink i reali nid to force myself to stop tinkin lurhs.. so much for
gettin over u.... sumtimes i can't help bt feelin lyk bangin my head on th wall for tinkin so much when apparently, ther's nth much for me to tink about.. rofls.. how dumb.. great.. i'm bein such an idiot again.. arrrgh.. wadeva.. blame it on th hormones.. blame it on u.. ):kaes.. sori for this veri random post again cuz my mind's mentally block and nth can flow through..
and my mum juz told me.. phebe.. study xtra hard for ur o lvls ok? haix.. noe wat.. this time i felt guilty and unsure and of cuz zero confidence.. i dunno y oso.. i juz gave her a face of i'll try my best bt i cant promiose anyth.. i tink i reali nid to learn how to start to study and stop procrastinatin and wastin my time.. haix..
wat a bad day to start th wk.. guess i can juz hope for beta and of cuz happier stuff dat's gonna happen.. yes yes.. th 1 and onli optimistic thing bout th post today.. great.. :/
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