Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i'm bloggin at such an ulu time again.. and this time is even mor ulu cuz is lyk 3am in th mornin already.. oh well.. can't b helped.. my brain's stil kinda active at this point of time.. haix.. i tink i reali nid to stop myself fr tinkin too much if nt i'll prolly get a nervous breakdown even b4 th o's.. omg.. seriously, i dunno wat's wrong wid me bt aft ytd when i gt so nervous bout bio prac and en it seems as if th whole nervous thing is startin to take effect or sth? cuz today.. when i was apparently studyin ss i suddenly felt sososo stress and i cldn't study properly and even broke down and cry.. ): wth is wrong wid me man.. haix.. i tink i'm bein reali too paranoid bout doin well for my o's i guess.. and i seriously nid to stop al these b4 is gonna gif me a "dream" uh mor lyk a nightmare cum true.. :/ and i'll reali do badly for my o's.. haix..
and omg.. olvl bio prac today was apparently ez? bt i screwed up th whole damn fuckin thing la.. wth.. can u bliff it.. pure bio actuali test u on osmosis?! =.-" and th worst thing is i dunno how to do osmosis.. i actuali 4get how to count properly.. ): i can reali go and bang th wall and juz drop dead and die.. wth.. so th whole qn is lyk 20marks which take up 50% of th total marks already.. haix.. so disappointed wid myself.. how i reali wish dat this was juz prelims.. and guess wat al th fruit names and fruit parts dat i studied veri hard al neva came out instead they told us to raw a leaf stained wid iodine which i neva study.. =.= so i dunno if i drew correctly lyk am i suppose to shade al th stained areas or wat? bt i rmb chandra once said bout no shadin bt in th end i stil shade.. oh well.. i'm such a retard.. and every1 gt their reducin sugar results except me and joseph.. well.. jospeh is cuz he was sososo blur la.. he mixed up specimen 1 and 2 when he's supposed to put benedict on specimen 2 bt he put it on specimen 1.. rofls.. i reali wanted to tel him bt cldn't.. haix.. anw.. th correct results of reducin sugar is supposed to form a red, orange or green precipitate.. guess wat.. my result was absence of reducin sugar and stil a clear blue solution.. wth.. screw everyth up la.. oh well.. juz i'll get at least a 25/40 for this whole prac.. seriously, if i get worst than dat en i'm afraid my distinction grade for bio wil fly far far faaaar away.. and i'm supposed to put much mor effort for theory bt great.. theory is on th same day as elective geog.. 2 veri impt subj can't fail to gif up any of them.. en now how? i noe how.. die! ):
and oh well.. i dunno wat's wrong wid me.. bt i'm startin to ponder and tink and let my tots wander again.. haix.. bad thing.. now i feel so lost and confused.. ): do this cannot bt do the other way oso nt correct.. so wat am i supposed to do? haix.. ):
sori for this uber random post.. i juz feel lyk whinin and complainin.. :/