Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i juz had a whole 3hr nap b4 wakin up now.. guess muz b due to 3hr slp dat i had this mornin b4 i went to sch for physics together wid tingyu at 8am in th mornin in sch.. well.. slept at ard 3 last night and woke up at bout 6 in th mornin today.. ytd was reali a well spent day.. in th mornin went to woodlands lib to study wid my 4faith'o6 class ppl.. is owax nice studyin wid em.. (: had lunch and en we started goin shoppin kinda 4gt dat we nid to go bak studyin.. hahas.. so aft lyk 2hrs plus of shoppin we went bak to th lib to continue our studyin.. imagine 9ppl squeezin onto th table of a apparently 4seater table.. lols.. studyin wid em has owax made time pass veri fast.. soon time to go hme oso.. anw.. thanks alot for dat sundae! (: i reached hme at ard 8plus had dinner.. and i studied finish th last 2chps of my veri thick bio bk! yay! hahas.. finally aft 5days of studyin bio i finished studyin th whole bk bt guess wat.. i study lyk neva study lyk dat cuz i realised when i did th bio prelim paper2 ytd i cldn't ans many of th qns and keep havin to refer bak to my bio bk.. how great.. :/ oh.. and studyin wid em reali gif me th motivation to push myself to study.. yes yes.. i've been feelin so worried as th big O's draw near bt ironically i was slackin my whole way through for these past 2wks.. onli ytd dat i finally had th momentum to spend my whole day studyin again.. and i cldn't bliff i cld use th comp fr lyk 11.30 al th way to 2.30 spendin most of my time chattin in msn.. lols.. oh well..
almost cldn't wake up today for physics.. went sch met tingyu and mr choo started teachin us physics.. and oh my he can reali jump here and ther la.. hahas.. he fr transverse waves can jump to conduction and convection and en jump al th way to brownian motion and en conductin spheres etcetc.. hahas.. no wonder tingyu said dat he was luo suo.. bt i guess at least today it did helped cuz i finally manage to grasp th concept bout th left and right hand rule and th movin current thing.. we ended bout 1o which was veri veri early.. i tot we wld end at least bout 11.. so i went to msg poohead and c if he wans to meet up for brekkie or sth b4 i mayb can teach him studyin.. so tingyu was veri nice to wait along wid me.. went to j8 to walk for awhile bt th shop was al close.. =.= and so we spend our time juz wanderin here and ther.. and she brought me to th bishan lib! (: hahas.. veri nice lei de place.. i tink i reali lyk th small compartments.. veri cool lei.. heex.. so i quickly went to help cheyenne find her 2nd chance bk dat she's been lookin for.. well.. gonna if her a surprise tml! hahas.. hope she didn't borrow th bk already.. anw.. we spend our time ther when tingyu ws tryin to finish her bk and me waitin for dat poohead to call.. by en it was lyk 11 onli.. so waited and waited until lyk 11.45 i called him and he didn't ans.. so i tot he was stil sleepin or sth en we left at 12 and i tried callin him again.. this time he ans.. en he's backgrd sounds as if he was outside.. en i'm lyk u already woke up? en he was lyk ya.. ask him y he neva call? and guess wat he said he said cuz he was lazy and didn't wanted to call.. so in th end i stil didn't meet him and of cuz didn't teach him any chem or amath.. i felt lyk slappin him at dat moment.. wth.. juz bcuz he was "lazy to call" he made me wait a whole lot of 2hrs for him and me nt eatin my breakfast at al cuz i was afraid dat he oso haven't eat.. i was juz bein so silly tinkin dat he's stil sleepin and didn't dare to wake him up.. and wth.. i bet he muz b out dota-in in th mornin again.. ): i was reali fumin mad on th way in th train fr bishan to woodlands.. juz bcuz he was lazy to call he made me wait for him for nth and in th end i gt al th gastric pains.. ): iszit so diff juz to msg or even call me and juz to say u dun wanna study so at least i dun haf to wait for nth.. and i rather u tell me u juz wake up and u're stil veri tired.. at least i wld understand.. nt tell me u were veri lazy to call me and bcuz of dat u made me ait sosolong for u.. hello mister! wat u treat me as.. even as a fren dun u tink u're too much.. i was so fumin mad at u for dismissin th whole thing off lyk dat and made me wait for u for 2hrs.. i'm so mad at myself for naively tinkin dat u're slpin and i shldnt wake u up and juz wait.. i'm oso so mad at myself for owax waitin for u.. when everytime i owax wait for nth.. i'm so mad at myself for belivin dat mayb u had change for th beta.. i'm even mor mad at myself for bein so silly.. ): thanks alot.. u stil dare call me again and ask me y i call? i was so mad dat i cldn't even tok to u properly.. juz told u is over nvm.. and u juz said bye bye lo.. and i juz kup ur phone.. c.. i owax hate doin dat.. bt i cldn't help it.. twinaiai is right.. i deserve th middle finger.. for owax bein so fan jian.. arrgh! i'm mad at u! bt i'm even madder at myself even mor! ): and now aft wakin up fr my nap.. i dun even noe if i'm angry or shld i b angry at u anymor.. mayb is al juz myself.. ):
no browinie makin today cuz twinaiai is desperate for money.. which means no brownie givin for grad tml oso.. wanted to make cookies initially bt wid al these happenin within 1day.. i gt no mood to make besides if i did make wid such a mood i bet my cookies wil taste lyk bitter and sad tml.. oh well.. nvm.. anw.. grad's service juz tml which means aft tml.. i've officially graduated fr phs.. oh my.. i stil tink is unbelievable how 4yrs in phs haf juz passed me soso quickly.. i tink i'll reali miss th sch.. i juz hope dat al of us cld stil reali stay in contact.. and th Big O's are juz lyk less than 2o days now.. i'm startin to feel reali feel veri veri stressed.. :/