Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
heyyas.. i'm finally lyk bloggin aft soso long.. well.. i guess if i blog bout th grad service ytd lyk abit too late lei.. cuz i bet every1 muz haf blogged bout it.. hahas.. nvm.. i stil dun care.. i'm stil gonna blog bout th grad service.. hello.. dat's lyk th last service b4 i grad fr phs.. actuali is kinda sad la.. haix.. 4yrs juz pass lyk dat.. bt well.. grad service wasn't so great aftal.. ther was reali lots and lots of tokin lei.. as in speeches.. we sat ther for lyk a whole lot of 4hrs listenin ppl tokin.. and well.. didn't cry in th end.. i guess it wasn't touchin enuff to even make emo phebelimlixuan cry.. rofls.. oh well.. many of them were givin out their grad gifts.. and bcuz i was feelin so bad on thurs.. i didn't even get th chance to make cookies oso.. so i feel so bad for nt makin anyth anyth at al.. sori ppl.. promise i wil make sth for grad nite.. by en.. i bet i'll haf enuff time to prepare everyth oso.. yepp.. well.. i dunno y.. bt i feel lyk writin al my memories down this 4yrs of memory lane.. oh well.. here goes..
2oo3:
every1 came into sch havin mixed feelings.. feelin lost scared and confused esp when u realise dat u haf no1 close comin together wid u.. so i realise i was supposed to go 1grace.. well.. was kinda unsure how th whole class was lyk.. bt well.. i rmb th 1st day in sch i rmb lowminmin and jasmine were sittin rright infront of me.. and i kept tinkin dat dat lowminmin looked lyk my pri sch fren.. same tall tall long long 1.. rofls.. well.. and i oso rmbed th 1st fren dat i made was actuali wongpooipooi! hahas.. i bet she's so gonna kill me if she sees me rite her name here.. heex.. anw.. i oso rmbed th 1st person i sat wid was actuali limxiuanpin dat cockroach.. hahas.. and i rmbed mr chin for havin baldin hair and of cuz a big tummy.. juz lyk my teddy bear except th fact dat my teddy bear is stil furry and cuddly and nt baldin.. lmaos.. hahas.. 2nd day of sch was orientation camp and cca open hse.. onli en i met fiona and kailing.. and when we went to th swimmin complex i met ahmaneo.. hahas.. and i rmbed fiona tryin to show her defination of "float in th water" to th coach.. hahas.. till now.. it is stil a veri veri big joke.. rofls.. and i realise ahmaneo was actuali stayin nxt block.. hahas.. and bliff it or nt.. i gt selected for gymnastics.. hahas.. unbelievable rite? clumsy gurl lyk me stil can get selected.. well.. in th end i didn't wan gymnastics and i actuali wanted choir instead cuz accordin to my sis, they were goin hk this yr! and bein sum1 hu loves to travel bt th furthest she went was m'sia.. of cuz she'll wanna go hk! hahas.. so i joined choir in th end.. bt sars came in and no mor hk trip.. boos.. in th end syf was postponed and i was selected for syf and it was en dat i gt closed to my 2 dearest godsisters.. melissakong and joycetan! LOVES! (: well.. we did had reali lots and lots of fun time oso.. i was oso so enthu bout joinin student council.. gt in th end aft so many rounds of campaigns.. was uber happy dat i gt in.. bt realise aft dat it was such a scam.. :/ ohwell.. 1grace'o3 didn't leave such a gd impression aft al..
2oo4:
th yr wher 2grace'04 was th year wher we al gt sososo united wid 1 another aft goin through many events.. lyk th sandcastle buildin comp which seriously put al of us sososo close together.. (: and of cuz international friendship day wher we were givin al our best shot bt it was onli en dat 2grace gurls and 2faith had a dispute bcuz i stil rmbed we nicely told em nt to step on our hard effort candles and ashley juz kicked it and when we scolded ashley, melissa zheng came shoutin and us and it al started this 2grace and faith dispute.. bt well.. it came quickly and oso ended quickly.. well.. quite la.. bt th 2grace'o4 gurls reali gt al sososo close together and we cried soso much when we were al gonna b seperated.. i rmbed dat time onli me pooipooi and limsherjie managed to get into triple sci class and i was feelin uber sad en cuz i wanted sum mor closer ppl to get in as well.. it was oso th yr dat evemeanetcheyennekailinhcharmaine went for th 1st hpt trainin camp at may camp.. well.. al th memories.. sec2 was indeed a veri memorable yr for me.. i rmb goin hk en! (: lyk finally.. hahas.. had a reali fun time as hk as well.. (:
2005:
gt into 3faith'o5.. when i first gt into th class, i fely lyk a total alien lyk i was fr another planet.. and ther wasn't reali much ppl i cld rely on en.. except pooipooi kkx.. i shall b nice.. kitty.. hahas.. well.. wasn't dat close to limsherjie last time oso.. so well. i guess kitty and i felt so strange and mayb even sherjie cuz th class a complete 360 opp than ours.. dat class is uber uber quiet.. u noe i dun even noe i was in a class or was i juz in a rm wid walls and nth else cuz they neva eva wil reply and gif comments when th teachers ask for a respones.. is mor lyk th teachers get bak their echoes.. so when i gt into dat class i reali regretted and kinda "hated" my parents cuz they didn't let me choose to get into th other combinations dat i wanna get lyk fnn.. and is oso wher almost many 2grace'o4 ppl were oso.. well.. bt i guess al these seperations reali made us veri veri close.. b it th guys or th gurls.. i rmb us goin out almost every sat at th khatib bbal court near th mrt playin bbal together or even juz sittin down ther and tok or even studyin together at buddy hoagies.. hahas.. those were th times man.. and i seriously seriously miss it alot.. bt lookin at things now.. i doubt is eva possible to eva get bak to th past eva again.. ): oh well.. it was th time wher kel and i well.. ya.. oh well.. dat's oso th past dat i reali dun feel lyk rmberin now.. ): haix.. and i rmb our hpt camp was so tough wid jasmine.. well.. tough in a way nt veri physically bt mor lyk askin us doin things dat uh.. dun make sense? lols.. well.. this whole yr was reali reali lyk a roller coaster ride for me.. lots and lots of ups and downs..
2006:
th last yr of phs.. it was th so called crucial yr for us sec4s and 5Ns.. bt in th beginnin hu wil study hard? hahas.. anw.. i rmb sec3 adventure camp at changi when i took 3humility'o6.. oh.. i juz simply love em.. they were owax so supportive so obedient and so enthusiastic.. i juz simply love em.. (: and well.. bcuz of their playfulness we manage to compose a cheer usin hollaback gurl.. and oh my goodness.. dat's th best cheer i've eva heard in my life.. i swear! was veri veri happy for em and we even won th best campfire item! (: thanks loads ppl for givin me such a memorable sec3 camp.. oh and it was oso th first time dat i went canoein al by myself in th chalky sea waters.. well.. dat experience was reali uh.. scary bt yet reali memorable cuz i manage to learn how to canoe and everyth al by myself when it was th 2nd time dat i canoed.. hahas.. well.. came bak fr camp en sth nt veri gd hjappen to me.. which i kinda expected tho.. yepp.. oh well.. and aft dat lots of cryin and stuff.. hu cares now.. and en came th disagreements and comflicts towards uh.. th roach.. so many of em started dislikin him findin him uber discgustin and stuff.. haix.. well.. i hafta admit.. en.. i felt th same way oso.. esp th way when i c him treat th gurls.. oh well.. juz dat i pity lowminmin en.. bt well.. at least everyth is over le ya? (: so well.. mayb bcuz of xp or wat.. ther was kinda a serperation btwn th gurls and th guys.. so ther was no mor playin of bbal every sat together.. and in th end is juz a miser few of us.. ): well.. anw.. when i came into 4faith, i gt to noe many of em much much beta and guess th class kinda familiarized wid each other and en we started makin sum noise.. hahas.. and i oso managed to noe leotingyu mor and mor and we gt closer.. well.. sat wid her throughout this whole yr.. yepp.. so i started to haf a beta impression of this class as well.. and en gt closer to jiexin melissa karen they al oso.. well.. had a memorable 16th bdae when cheyenne and i treated th whole 29o4 to eat steamboat at zy's hse.. (: of cuz i received lots and lots of present too! thanks ppl! (: so came al th muggings wher we reali mugged and mugged for prelims.. had grp studyin sessions wid my class ppl and seriously, it worked cuz it help me improve my grades tremendously oso.. workin wid em kinda gave me th push and th motivation to move on.. yes yes.. oh and ther's th dining ettiquette.. hahas.. we were lyk out shoppin soso many days to find th perfect clothes for us.. in th end i bought soso many uh non relevant stuff.. hahas.. waste quite abit of money too.. well.. stil rmbed it was new park hotel at little india and my partner en was limsherjie.. aft dat we even went tcc to juz drink coffee and sit down and tok.. nice and of cuz unforgettable experience.. (: so en aft a blink of an eye i haf left phs for th veri last time.. well.. i reali felt kinda sad bout it cuz since i spend lyk 4 of my yrs ther.. gt to noe many many ppl and of cuz closer to em.. i tink i'll rmb each and every1 of em for life.. (:
well.. went for ny and rj openhse oso.. omg.. i simply love rj! (: i wanna go bt th probability of me gettin in is lyk zilch since hendri th smartest and brainiest guy in my sch cldn't even enter wat's mor a 21st position person lyk me.. lols.. oh well.. is juz a dream.. in th end we seperated.. em goin up th other side of th escalator away fr us.. i felt veri mixed? i dunno if i was feelin disappointed or shld b i kinda expect it to happen.. well nt so oso.. cuz seriously, i tot things had already turned out sosos0 much beta for us and tot we cld stil b together and nt keep gettin split.. i guess i was wrong.. :? bt yes yes.. i'll stil love every single 1 of them.. (: and well.. tingyu gave me her last words on grad service and tel me everyth honestly onli en.. when i read her card i was uh.. mixed as well? lols.. i keep feelin mixed.. i dunno if i was uh.. sad? surprisesd? shocked? disappointed? oh well.. at least i noe juz dat i didn't expect her to tel me al these at th end of our day in phs.. well.. so i felt reali veri weird dat day.. dunno if i shld b happy? sad? disappointed? or wat.. and so i wanted to indulge in icecream bt due to financial constraints we settled for macs instead of haagen daz or swensens.. hahas..
oh well.. this whole entry is super long.. hope no1 has lyk grown cock eyed while readin.. hahas.. ok.. sori for this borin entry.. oh well..
*i'mdisappointedatuualandmyself..