Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Saturday, September 23, 2006
hmmm.. lyk i'm bloggin again.. hahas.. i tink i shld reali cherish th time i left bloggin cuz fr nxt wk onwards i'm gonna start studyin le.. whoa! i tel u.. miraculously.. i actuali am scared playin and nt study for onli lyk these few days.. i was juz tinkin of a th time dat i've wasted.. oh well.. i hope this is a gd sign oso.. so at least can make me study hard and of cuz i can do veri veri wel for my o lvls and i can get lower than my eldest sis and en i can prove to my parents esp my dad dat i gt self discipline and i can study and play at th same time.. and en i wil b able to get al th freedom dat i wan and of cuz i can tok on th phone as long as i wan oso.. ahahs.. (: wow.. abit too nice to b true huh.. well.. i guess al i gotta do is juz to work towards gettin lyk below 10 for my o lvls.. *kill me sum1.. is so diff man.. esp wid math and sci lyk dumb physics.. :
anw.. ytd was th choir farewell function.. well.. looks lyk things didn't turn out too well la cuz in th end i cldnt cry and their performance was ya.. well.. no comments.. bt every1 was feelin kinda low spirited and stuff and al was doin their own things la.. bt anw.. i'm stil veri happy dat at least th bbq food turned out well and of cuz i love my farewell gift! (: is a personalized bear altho my bear looks mor of a malay bear nt havin enuff cloth to wrap her head? lols.. bt anw.. yes yes.. i stil love th bear alot cuz i cld c dat effort and time was bein put in to make th bear and of cuz i tink is th best farewell choir gift eva.. (: and omg.. grandeur 8 is lyk heaven la.. such a perfect place to live in.. is super nice wid al th facilities u nid and th swimmin pool is oso veri veri big.. i reali admire th ppl hu lives in condo cuz livin in a condo has owax bein my dream.. th perfect hse u wan wid al th facilities u nid esp th swimmin pool and th gym and th bbal court and en u can go exercise when u get so bored or stressed and can even go take a swim in th nite and of cuz no matter how fat u're.. u can grow thin! *envious and summor u can bbq wheneva u feel lyk it wid ur frens and every1 can start havin a gatherin together to bond closer.. c.. a condo's a reali veri perfect place.. (: bt well.. i guess it wld take another 10yrs or so b4 dat dream can reali cum true too.. :/
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anw.. went out today wid eve min and ahma.. well.. suddenly i realise nth in my wardrobe suits me at al.. i dunno is i grow too fat or th clothes dat i lasty time lyk turned small or i suddenly had a major change of taste and it makes me seem i wear everythin oso fat and fugly.. oh my.. i gt so sick at lookin at myself in th mirror.. i felt fugly.. :( i tink i reali nid a change of wardrobe veri veri soon which means i nid alot of money and th problem is i'm broke.. so i'm penniless.. i nid contributions to phebelimlixuan's fund! rofls..
so in th end we went to orchard to check out th clothes at flesh impn which in th turn turned out dat we didn't buy anyth and aft dat wanted to go to bugis to go for dat jean yip hair trial for curlin ur hair bt oh well.. as usual.. ther was sososo many ppl.. of cuz la.. is typical singaporeans to go for free things summor is gt brand de jean yip lei.. lmaos.. so in th end we gave up and decided nt to try.. went walkin ard at bugis street and we gt so bored we went to icon which made it worst as ther was even bored-er and i even almost wanted to fall asleep even when i'm walkin.. we decided to gif up and went to this tea shake hut for a drink which is oso veri ex and so in th end al of us spent most of our money dat we brought on food when we were al broke.. oh well.. so dumb.. we spend th whole day nt doin anyth and of cuz nt buyin anyth.. wat a wasted day..
oh and we tried to look for prom dresses and honestly reali nt ez to find lei.. and i guess twinaiai and i realise we can't wear those bubble dresses cuz no1. it makes me look fat and no2. twinaiai looks weird in bubble dresses too.. hahas.. c twinaiais jiu shi twinaiais.. rofls.. we can't wear th same things la.. lmaos.. and anw.. she was tokin to me bout her dat idiot and i was too tokin bout dat poopoohead.. hais.. i dunno y.. bt it seems as tho both me and th poopoohead startin to drift apart lei.. i dunno iszit bcuz of dota or wat.. bt seriously.. i miss tokin to him altho we onli tok crap.. bt yes yes.. hope he wil nt play dota and cal me tonite which i veri doubt so cuz i guess he's nt even hme yet.. oh well.. bt ya la.. me and eve were sayin dat we both dun wanna lose her dat idiot and of cuz dat poopoohead too.. let's pray dat everythin wil stil b ok ba.. :
anw.. church's tml and finally is 2nd service aft lyk 5wks which means i gt xtra 2hrs of sleep.. yay! and i seriously seriously nid to cut down on my stomach fats.. oh man.. i reali feel veri fat and fugly.. ): and i realise my blog's borin cuz i realise most ppl's blog al gt photos de and en mine is words and mor words.. ok.. sori if my entry makes u fall asleep.. oh well.. can't blame.. i'm neva a gd photographer and i dun bring a camera out so i dun take photos.. yes yes.. so use ur great imagination to tink and visualise of wat i did ba.. oh well.. dat's lame.. and i dunno wat's wrong wid me today again.. i'm feelin emo and yet findin fault at everythin oso.. i'm such a retard.. =.=