Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
well.. sori for th late update.. i've been reali bz these few days so i decided to self proclaim a holiday for myself today.. ahahs.. dat's y i cld finally use th comp.. well.. ther's a holi tml as well.. sum pollin day thing which means i haf a veri long weekend ahead of me.. yay! (:
nth much happened these few days oso.. everyone's juz bz revisin their work and th dnt students are esp stress chiongin their dnt.. well.. i oso lo.. cuz i apparently helpin yuxuan wid his folio since he asks me to rite practically everything for him.. bt of cuz.. i'm nt such a nice girl oso ok.. gt condition wan.. hahas.. i gt a free haagen daz icecream! wahahas.. bt well.. u can't blame me for askin it since his folio has so many pages and i'm practically doin it for him durin al my free periods when i can revise and i gotta chiong wid him oso.. so this isn't too much to ask for rite? kaes.. wadeva... i guess i'm juz tryin to live in self denial to make myself feel beta.. oh well..
and my parents and i.. haix.. i stil can't seem to communicate wid em.. they dun understand me and i dun understand them.. we juz quarreled ytd again bcuz of which bus i shld take to sch in th mornin.. dumb isn't it? cuz i normally take th last bus to th mrt and i'll owax make sure th bus do cum b4 takin bcuz th bus usually wil go 1 big round 1 ma.. en they keep insistin dat i shld take th earlier bus bcuz ther will b 2 buses comin together at th same time.. and to my parents it apparently seemed dat th other bus was late dat's y 2 cum together.. hello! it happens every mornin.. transisland made it such a way dat th 2 buses cum together la.. zzz.. and they started scoldin me and say i was veri stubborn and yadayada again.. oh well.. i dun reali care already.. *roll eyes.. bt haix.. i guess they are juz concern dat i'll b late for sch dat's y..
and these few das.. ther's sth wrong my hormones again.. is lyk i'm gettin veri veri serious mood swings.. i can b in deep tot 1 moment and th nxt i'm goin so high or aft dat i'll get so freakingly irritated.. and i simply hate th way i'm tokin now.. vulgarities spillin out of my mouth lyk nobody's business and dat damn middle finger keeps gettin pointed out oso.. and i realise i've been veri straight and hurtful wid my words these few days too.. wat's wrong wid my brains and hormonal glands??!! *bangbangbang!
and haix.. i've been tinkin alot these few days oso.. i dun reali noe wat happened.. cuz sum things happen.. and is al kinda related to th same thing altho it happens at diff ppl.. i reali wonder.. is bein together such a delicate thing dat u can juz break off if u dun feel lyk bein in it anymor.. th memories dat ual hold dun count? haix.. bt suddenly i find myself startin to lose al confidence in relationships
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