Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
happy 41st national day to singapore! (: ahahs.. today is national day which is oso my cousin's bdae which means ltr i get to eat veri veri nice food again! yay! (: i tink aft today i nid to start goin on a diet again cuz i've seriously been eatin alot these past few days i ate sososo much for supper aft church ytd bt th food's veri veri nice so is ok.. hahas..
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had confirmation dat my o lvl chi results is gonna cum out on fri.. scary.. well.. hope i did do well ba.. :\ and ther's lyk eng o lvl oral on th same day.. omg.. can't let it affect me lurhs.. oh well.. anw.. had ndp rehearsal and it turned out to b quite fun cuz many dumb things happen.. lyk sin yee.. lols.. dat sec1 gurl whom every1 wil pay xtra care and attention to her.. she actuali went to tok to min and eve lurhs.. and she didn't tok to me.. sadded.. and en aft dat we saw her lyk peelin her toe nails and en even bitin it.. omg.. i was lyk ok.. en aft dat we walked passed her and i tot she was finally gonna tok to me instead she went over to pour water on my bag.. :\ sadded.. juz within a few hours, i saw al th ugly sides of sin yee.. bt is ok.. i stil wanna get to noe her very much.. (:
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had th ndp march past thing and en th goh horx.. tsktsktsk.. so dua pai.. he reali likes to take his own sweet time.. zzz.. anw.. aft dat min eve and i left first cuz cheyenne they al were gonna watch a movie.. saw murphy sijie they al on th train.. and murphy is stil nice la.. lols.. he even taught us how to walk to borders.. 2 blind mice and a black 1! hahas.. we dunno.. tink without murphy teachin us how to we wld haf wandered off to dunno wher le.. lols.. went borders and bought th five ppl u meet in heaven book.. bt when i went to pay i gt a bloody shock of my freakin life.. th person told me to pay xtra 7.80.. i was lyk huh? cuz th bk onli cost 14.70 and apparently my borders card is stil supposed to haf lyk 30bucks inside.. and obviously my dumb sister judith lim spent away my money inside my crad without even lettin me noe.. wth! i tel u i was super super pissed and disappointed cuz i neva xpected my sis to do this to me.. arrgh! and yayaya th vulgarities came spillin out of my mouth too.. haix.. aft dat we gt so bored of town we decided to go for klunch at cine bt th dumb ppl toot sososo long to gif us our lucnch lurhs.. those ppl later than us even gt theirs already lurhs.. so we were quite pissed cuz we were veri veri hungry and th place was damn cold.. so u c cold + hungry = veri pissed.. bt en yupp.. had quite a fun time singin al th songs and in th end they complimented us a bowl of lychee and pineapple for bein so late.. ok.. they're forgiven! ahahs.. and aft dat sum random walkin in town and we went to eat ice cream b4 goin off (: ahahs.. their cookies and cream makes me fly! rofls.. and headed hme.. i gt hme and started scoldin judith for takin my borders crad and even spendin th money inside without tellin me.. and she told me dat she didn't noe is mine.. ahh.. xpected.. i knew she was gonna say sth lyk dat.. sum veri crappy crappy xcuse and she stil dare to blame me for takin th card out of her wallet without tellin her.. hello! for goodness sake dat's mine and she took it and now i'm juz takin wat's rightfully mine.. i dun c any wrong wid dat plz.. and she stil dared to glare at me and scold me fuck.. wth.. screw u plz.. owax lyk dat.. neva learnt ur lessons.. i scold her until i cry ok.. i was so disappointed dat she's lyk dat.. dat's way too much already wat.. arrrgh! and in th end my mum made ehr pay bak th money and she stil wan to take al th trouble to put inside th borders card instead of juz givin me th money.. zzz.. meanie! anw.. had church anniversary service aft dat.. was kinda ok.. and aft dat supper.. yepp..
haix.. i dunno y.. bt i was super pissed at my dad ytd cuz i tink dat's he's bein too unreasonable.. hello! i'm juz tokin on th phone on my way bak and he gets so mad and goes i wan to confiscate ur phone yadayada again.. screw him.. i reali wish to tel him dun care bout me and let me do wat i wan.. cuz he's bein way overboard and lyk now when i'm usin th comp he cums and complain and say i no self discipline.. is as if i'm gonna use it for th whole day or wat.. and i juz told him ltr i'll study at my aunt's hse wat.. and he's lyk u onli noe how to tok bak so rebellious.. hello.. i was tellin him wat and this is cal tok bak bein rebellious?! screw him lurhs.. i feel lyk juz isolatin myself fr everybody in my family la.. 1 disappoint me.. 1 pissed me off lyk shit for bein so freakin unreasonable.. haix.. i dunno wat's wrong.. i juz haf th urge to take my things and get out of this hse.. )':
and now ther's this veri uneasy feelin in me lyk sth reali bad's gonna happen btwn us.. haix.. i dunno.. bt th feelin feels veri veri real.. i'm scared.. and i wish nth bad wil happen.. i rather we remain lyk this now.. i dunno y.. bt i can't possibly imaginin u goin away.. oh well.. :|