* it's o9july 12.o9am.. and how fast does a yr past.. well.. on this veri day juz last yr.. u changed th history in th life of me and made me walk a diff path.. leadin a diff life.. walkin a diff way.. changin to another person.. thanks for givin me al th dat memories.. actuali i dunno wat i'm reali tinkin.. i've been anticipatin for this day to cum bt at th same time i'm dreadin it as well.. oh well.. if u noe how i'm feelin rite now u'll understand.. i guess is juz nt dat veri easy to say forget it en forget it.. bt yepp.. i've learnt to take things in my stride and u've gone ur way and so did i.. at least we stil tok now.. oh well.. sumtimes.. juz sumtimes i reali wish dat 1dae u'll understand wat i'm feelin and i can understand how u're feelin bout me.. hope al th memories dat we once shared do keep a part inside u.. i dunno my importance to u bt once.. u were dat veri impt 1.. no.1 on my list.. is so dumb how it al started.. bt i'm glad it started altho sumtimes i hate it at th same time.. bt well.. life's gotta move on.. time is startin to heal i hope.. and i tink i c it.. and i hope it'll juz al end sumtimes.. u acted blur i guess.. dat u dun rmb.. bt well.. mayb i shld b happy dat at least u take th effort to go and act blur which means at least u stil rmb-ed isn't it? oh well.. i guess u already haf moved on alot.. is me dat's stil walkin ard in circles.. comin bak to th same endin pt al th time.. teach me how to walk away plz.. and yupp.. is so funny when i rmb-ed how it al started lyk how i tot i was juz gonna play wid it and en it turned real.. and how i started everythin.. nt goin well al th time bt much beta aftwards bt yet is stil bak to th bad 1.. i tot we were meant to b bt i guess i was wrong.. i was too naive en.. lols.. i used to blame u for makin my life so terrible and miserable bt i guess i shldn't.. shldn't b so selfish.. it takes both hands to clap lyk wat i owax say.. and well.. u stil leave me stil so ther's no pt holdin on.. i was kinda hurt ytd when i realised u deleted al of those msges ytd and *sum text missin..* i juz simply admire and pei fu her nt dat her.. bt well.. th wounds are already startin to heal.. i'm sori if u get angry for me invadin.. bt is nt wat i can control.. and i can understand.. u're juz movin ahead.. altho 1 part of me stil wans u to cum bak and waitin for u bt oh well.. dat's neva gonna b possible.. mayb in my dreams i guess.. lookin at u sumtimes brings bak al those memories dat i once shared wid u and yes.. the imu feelin wil cum bak.. and i'll tink of al those gd and bad things dat u've done to touch my heart and hurt it lyk hell at th same time.. bt yepp.. lyk wat yx told ahma.. thanks for givin me th shittest and th happiest moments at th same time.. (: bt yepp.. i've learnt to take things in my stride.. through al these, i realised alot of things and seriously, it has made me grow.. altho i can't b lyk dat phebe b4.. bt i tink th new me is fine.. at least i feel i've matured aft al these minus th vulgarities part.. ahahs.. bt yepp.. thanks for leavin such memories in my life.. and it lasted much much longer than i tot it'll at th beginnin bt en.. tot we wld last lyk foreva.. bt i guess 6mths of memories is enuff to let me go tink about once in a while.. and once again.. i guess o9july is nt th same without u anymor.. bt yepp.. i'll cont walkin away and stop walkin in circles.. i've learnt.. didn't i?
i've edited it lyk th 4th time.. lols.. and act time check: now is 3.53am and i'm watchin th 3rd plain.. oliver kahn and ricardo are juz so great keepers.. th match gonna b a tough 1.. oh well.. no link to this oso..