Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
heyyas.. wee! i finally can lyk use th comp aft sososo long.. let me c.. oh.. is 5days! lols.. anw.. i'm proud of myself ok.. cuz lyk i keep havin th urge to use th comp durin my studyin period.. bt i didn't! ahahs.. *clap hands.. oh well.. anw.. as usual.. quite a few things dat's reali in my mind these few days.. haix.. :\ so this marks th end of common test cuz tml is chi which i dun hafta study.. ahahs.. (: so here's lyk a summary of th paper..
eng: sth wrong's wid my compo
ss: i tink i wrote th wrong pts.. =.=
chem: stil quite ok (:
bio: juz a few dunnoe xD
emath: screw th paper!
amath: i cld do! and and i dun tink i'll fail! (:
geog: i screw this up too ):
physics: go to hell lurhs.. zzz..
tokin bout physics juz make me sososo frickin mad and pissed.. arrrgh! dat damn paper which mr choo claimed to b SANE.. my foot man..
th paper's so easy dat is pri sch standard.. dat's wat dat dumb mr choo say and in th end th paper is sum shitcrap paper dat i dun even noe how to do and didn't even finish when apparently is supposedly an
EASY paper.. go to hell lurhs.. and bcuz of dat damn paper al th vulugarities came spillin out again.. i was juz learnin to abstain for it and i've done it for 2days and bcuz of this damn paper i broke it.. zzz.. =.= bt seriously, i dunno y.. hurlin vulgarities make me feel beta sumhow.. lyk it sumhow can appease my anger btbtbt is sososo crude and makes me look so unrefined and it isn't a veri gd way to vent th anger and this oso makes me tink bak bout th phebelimlixuan last time.. seriously i was tellin cheyenne.. i reali dunno wat reali changed me into this super unrefined gurl.. i rmb vulgarities were lyk forbidden words for me and i can't even bear th sight of pointin my middle finger at sum1 as and when i lyk or even now.. at a dumb physics paper.. =.=.. haix.. th onli time i rmb scoldin lots and lots of vulgarities was pri5.. lols.. is so scary how a person changes.. and seriously, is kinda diff to change bak to th last time.. well.. i guess th changin part dun go to me onli.. i was askin ahma y can't we as in nt ahma la (sum other ppl) dat we can't tok lyk last time etc.. i feel this super great barrier btwn us when we tok lyk i can't tok normally to u anymor.. and i ask her iszit u hu changed or me? and she said th both of u haf changed.. point agreed! haix.. well.. is kinda sad u noe.. and noe wat.. u seemed to get uglier and uglier to me as th days past.. comparin to last time.. u look sososo much prettier*ahems last time when i started knowin u in sec2 and mayb 3.. i dunno y.. bt u stil seem to put al th blame on us altho u say ok u're sori and u noe u are at fault bt aft th conv wid u on mon it made me realise dat nonono! u haf nt learnt and obviously u stil tink is OUR fault.. yayaya.. so b it en.. cuz i bet th leopard neva changes its spots for u.. aft 1 whole round u're stil bak to th same.. or to me now, much much worst.. mayb u were already lyk dat last time juz dat i didn't noe u enuff to c dat true ugly side of urs.. well.. every1 has their bad pts and no1 is perfect bt.. haix.. i'm stil nt able to accept dat side of urs yet.. so i guess is stil gonna take alot of time b4 i can.. and th misunderstandins btwn al of us.. omg.. u ask us nt to tink too much bt obviously.. u're tinkin too much urself oso.. dun ASSUME lyk wat u tel us.. i noe we dun reali haf th rite to invade into ur personal space and tinkings or wat.. bt if u wanna make sth known, en clarify it.. dun keep makin guesses.. i do agree dat they oso make guesses dat's y i say.. u ppl shld CLARIFY things plz.. i guess is jux dat ual dun meet eye to eye.. i bet ual owe each other lot and lots of debts th previous lives.. lols.. oh well.. since it ain't reali concern me, i shan't get myself involved bt seein ual lyk dat.. i sumhow feel so.. haix.. i dun even noe how to describe dat feelin.. ): u ppl were once veri gd together.. al th chalets and th bbals.. dun they make a memory or impact to ual? and now ual start treatin each other lyk sum pestilence and cannot b mixed together.. oh well.. is juz so sad dat everythin has to end lyk this on our last yr bein together in sec sch.. bt yupp.. i'm super disappointed wid th most of u and now.. i can't reali bear th tot of bein too close to ual now.. and wat u apparently can't stand th way we tink.. u noe wat.. i can't or mayb we can't stand th way u treat things so unseriously.. seriously, i dun reali tink u dunno th true meanin of lyk and love? well mayb we al haf diff tinkings and urs or ual is hop here and hop ther? oh well.. omg.. i reali dunno wat's happenin.. :\ juz hope everythin wil take a beta turn and th faouronicnetwo can b together as 1 again..
anw.. watched pirates of th carribbean today! (: ahahs.. so in th end onli mekelmineve went onli.. kinda expected it to b lyk dat oso.. *shrugs.. so yepp.. th movie is super super nice ok! (: love it.. and orlando bloom is truly veri veri hot! even johnny depp is oso super super super cute! (: love em.. bt th endin sux la.. so unfinished.. i can't wait for th 3rd 1 to cum out.. and it beta b quick quick quick! heex..
kaes.. i guess i'll end here.. my dumb dad pissed me off and i cldn't help it and started scoldin u noe wat again.. zzz.. is lyk my sister's so wat plz.. nt dat i wanna b petty or wat.. bt she's as selfish ok.. and she claims she doesn't haf time to buy and she keeps usin it for free when apparently hannah and i paid it wid our money and we gave her lyk sososo many wks and days to buy already.. and she claims she doesn't haf time when she's sittin ther playin wid th comp.. and my dad started scoldin me lyk sum shitass lyk wat tamade yadayada and wanna chase me out of th hse.. seriously, i felt th urge to juz leave th hse cuz i onli juz came bak.. th world's unfair.. so b it.. zzz.. =.= kaes.. i dun care if u tink i'm bein nigao or wat.. i dun tink bein ngiao is a bad thing as long as u dun go overboard and i dun tink i went over board ok.. is th ngiao ppl dat are rich esp when i'm savin up for lyk sososo many things when none is cheap.. so ya.. i'm proud of bein a ngiao ji! wadeva..
i tink this post is super super long dat even my hands are gettin tired typin.. well.. is kinda random.. so is ok if u dun read.. i'm juz updatin on my tots.. and as owax.. plz keep ur comments to urself.. i'm sick of al these blog wars dat constantly happens without an end..
kaes.. bye bye..