Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
hmmm.. so i guess is been quite a day for me today..
went for amath lesson in the mornin and i was 15mins late.. as usual.. and mr tan the nice guy let me in again.. as usual too.. haha.. so i tink amath was quite alrite today.. did kinematics which i so hate it durin physics lessons and surprisingly, i kinda lyk it durin amath lesson.. lols.. at least i was bale to solve the probs except the fact dat it can get reali veri veri confusin at times.. bt i tink i lyk amath holi lessons.. i dunno y oso.. bt it seems interestin to me and at least i dun fall asleep.. oh well.. had a 1hr break and went wid the faith girls and eve and anet to j8 today.. ate kfc and aft much delibration.. decided to eat swensens ice cream and pon my geog lessons.. yepp.. was feelin kinda bad tho.. dunno y.. mayb i'm juz bias towards anne kang cuz she has the same bdae as me.. and honestly, she's a reali nice teacher wid a reali great temper except for the sum pmses here and ther.. (: and it made me feel even worse when she wrote on the 4faith board to tel us wher they are gonna b so dat we wun lost our way or sth.. how nice can she get huh.. anw.. the swensens icecream is a total waste of money.. i spent lyk 1.50 for lyk 1scoop of pathetic ice-cream and if nt for anet's 10bucks swensens voucher.. we would haf spent mor.. and kitty is super hilarious when she "sprayed" water at us when we were juz tokin bout y cheebye is CHEE n JI and ther she went givin every1 her shower of blessings and it seriously made me laugh lyk shit.. haha.. went window shoppin as usual.. and eve and i caught our eyes on this samsungs phone.. i tink is e680 iszit? i can't reali rmb la.. onli rmb is e6oosth wan.. and aft shoppin lyk for hours realised huikuoon and her bf were at j8 oso.. decided to b bitchy and c how the guy looks lyk.. oh well.. girls are bitchy wat.. hahs! bt i guess they were veri shy and keep tryin to hide fr us so in th end i managed to catch his side view.. how sad.. bt nevertheless.. i'm super envious of them.. and of the many many happy couples i saw 2dae and ther cums dat emptiness and th i nid to b loved feelin comin bak al over again.. haix.. how sad.. and my twinaiai was feelin super moody so i guessed it sumhow infected me wid it and here cums my dumb depressin emptiness moodswings again.. haix.. ): so went hme and went to sleep again.. bt juz cldn't fall asleep.. get out of bed aft half an hour.. in fact felt even worse again.. :\ and my parents claimed dat i was bein super unhappy wid them cuz of givin dat depressin face bcuz they dun allow me to go for yiyuan's chalet..
pur-leese.. it doesn't affect me dat much ok.. and ther my mum goes rntin non-stop bout me bein so attitude so rude givin dat face.. nb.. i was seriously pissed and i juz told her it has nth to do wid yiyuan's chalet and i juz dun feel lyk tokin and ther she tinks i'm bein rude and start her blabberings again.. so yea is al my fault and ther cums my dad as well and he goes rantin last time i'm nt lyk dat yadayada.. oh well.. i cldn't help it and i shouted at the both of them.. and told them i reali dunno wat they wan fr me.. i'm juz nt feelin gd and they haf to make me worse and yes. i was cryin lyk sum shitass and sum dumb crybaby.. i cldn't help it ok.. and my mum stil tinks i'm at fault for nt answerin her.. fuck! super pissed can.. and al the claims of ehr sayin she wanna make me feel beta and show me sum sort of concern.. rahhs! lyk real.. if she does she wun keep makin herself feelin dat i'm wrong for nt answerin her qns when i'm havin a super bad mood.. al the insecurity i'm gettin ain't gettin any beta when u did dat ok.. )': bt i tink i seriously felt beta aft cryin out hard.. i reali nid a gd cry ok..
and my fringe is seriously gettin veri weird and fugly and i dun reali haf a clue on how to make it beta.. haix.. and i tink i seriously can't watch al this drama love shows cuz it'll juz make me feeel mor terrible and make me get mor envious and stuff and make me feel mor depressed and empty etcetc.. haix.. i dunnop.. nth's goin rite for me.. everything is so wrong.. ):