Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
heyyas.. is been lyk two days since i came to th comp again.. well.. wasn't reali free en.. was spendin most of my time sleepin and on th phone.. oh well.. haix.. i tink i muz reali start plannin my time wel if nt i'll reali die a horrible death.. cuz aft this wk.. ther's onli 15mor wks to o levels and i haven't started studyin yet.. zzz.. how nice.. time's passin super super fast this yr.. =
anw.. we had career seminar today. and is ok.. nt say reali veri interestin or wasn't reali veri borin either.. i tink i lyk dat woman in th mirror tok.. actuali aft hearin dat tok.. mayb i shldn't keep on worryin bout..
omg! i'm so fat and fugly.. and juz lie my life normally and let nature take its course and if i do get th time and th diligence en mayb i'll juz go down to jog and burn sum of dat fats away.. oh well.. easier said than done huh.. hu wun get envied of other ppl's appearance and figure and everythin if theirs is lyk so perfect and urs is nt.. haix.. al these kind of ironies again.. bt honestly.. i shld b glad dat at least i'm a normal person and i haf al th organs or wadeva u call dat of a normal person.. so yepp.. for that.. i shld gif thanks to God oso.. yeppyepp.. and tml ther's stil sum career tok on th courses u shld choose.. so mayb i'll go for life sci in th end cuz i can't go tourism and hotel management.. wat for go listen.. haix.. my dad disapprove wat.. oh well.. and aft hearin mrs tan's tok today.. i'm now kinda confused lyk wher i'm suppose to go.. jc or poly.. now.. i oso dunno lei.. cuz i was reali veri persistent bout poly last time bt now.. i'm kinda waverin abit.. i dun wanna b lyk those ppl hu go to ply and regret y neva go jc.. i dun wanna make any regrets for my choice.. is lyk a veri impt phase for my nxt journey of life.. oh well.. i'm confused.. i hate makin choices.. mayb i shld juz study hard now and aft i get my results i shall c..
anw.. i had my
CHI O LEVEL ORALS TODAY! lols.. was super super nervous ok.. in th end i guessed it turned out quite ok? i hope.. i reali hope and nid a distinction for my oral to at least pull up my marks for my chi papers.. as owax.. i did sth so dumb today.. haix.. cuz i was actuali super nervous bt when i went over to th examiners and started readin.. surprisingly.. i wasn't reali veri nervous and so i started tinkin y i wasn't nervous and in th end it made me nervous and i started stutterin halfway down th passage and my hand was shiverin lyk shit causin th paper to shiver lyk shit cuz i was holdin onto th paper.. lols.. oh well.. hope this dumb blunder of mine wun affect much oso.. :
anw.. my dad's now jobless again.. cuz he quarreled wid his hirer.. and accordin to wat he say.. th hirer is kinda unreasonable.. so my add quitted.. oh well.. th worst thing is now.. we haf 1 income lesser and i gotta wake up xtra 20mins earlier to get to sch myself and now.. i dunno how's our family gonna go to our church without his taxi which is al th way at geylang.. haix.. i guess is reali true to th fact dat when u lose sth en u'll realise how impt iszit to u.. lyk my dad's taxi which i tink me and my sisters haf been takin for granted owax.. until when now.. we dun haf th taxi we c how impt iszit to make our life much mor easier.. i reali miss it.. is onli 2days of wakin up early bt i already feel so tired.. oh well..
kaes.. i tink i beta end here b4 any1 falls asleep.. bye bye..