Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
(lmao i don't know what to put in here, so thanks Claire for the message.)
heyyas.. bak fr church.. ok.. to b xact.. is bak fr fsc la.. which means family service centre.. oh well.. is juz pure crap.. so wadeva la.. anw.. the msg are super super super gd! omg.. i tel u.. i neva regret goin ok.. even if it means is lyk 9am to 6pm.. and in fact i'm super proud of myself.. cuz i managed to listen to four sermons without dozin off once at al.. amazin yea? hahas.. can't blame.. cuz usually i doze off quite abit durin sermons.. oops.. and i actually stayed throughout the 4 messages.. and yes.. dr hubert spence reali rocks.. he's super super gd.. i dun tink i regret tryin to wake up early and go al th way to geylang juz to listen to his msges.. is was kind of a serious thing oso.. lyk every1 is veri solemn.. and ther was commitment and self reflection time aft every msg for half an hour.. is th time for u to tok to God in prayer and reflect in wateva u do.. so yeah.. i cldn't reali reflect lyk foir th whole half an hour and i fell asleep at th 2nd reflection time.. can't blame.. i was too tired.. and yepp.. sum ppl was so overwhelmed dat they started cryin.. honestly.. i cld feel tears wellin up in my eyes.. i oso felt lyk cryin bt i guess i wasn't dat overwhelmed by it to cry out. and i tink today.. God spoke to my heart.. (: he told me many things through dr spence.. i realise dr spence is rite.. i noe y i'm stil so worldly and livin in my flesh.. and owax backslidin.. cuz i realise i stil dun love God.. i juz treat him as God.. dat's al.. i dun love him.. dat's y i dun reali care if he gets hurt or wat.. is reali so contradictin to noe dat u can actuali love sum1 wid al ur heart and willing to do nethin for him and dun wan to hurt him yet he keeps hurtin u.. yet when God loves u sososo much dat he's done so much for u.. th best thing is he sacrifice his son for me.. and yet i keep on hurtin me.. i sumhow c th truth.. lyk y do i wanna keep findin sum1 or fallin in love for th person hu keeps hurtin me when ther's already sum1 hu's ther for me to love him and he loves me wholeheartedly and wil nt hurt me too.. isn't it beta for me to love God than love any other dumb guy hu's gonna hurt me again.. so oh well.. i saw dat fact myself today.. and i was seriously ponderin over it.. so yes.. now i'm gonna fall in love wid God.. i dun wanna hurt him cuz i tink i've done enuff hurt to him.. yepp.. i'm gonna try to love God.. yepyep.. and 1 best thing is he wun push me away and he wun hurt me.. haha.. the best dream and ideal guy i wan.. sumtimes i juz find myself so lucky dat i noe ther's a God out ther for me hu wil listen to my everythin anf love me wholeheartedly.. at least i'm beta off than so many ppl hu are without God and haf no1 to love.. ok.. no offence.. is juz al my tots dat i'm ritin down alrites.. yepp.. and i guess th onli thing i regret bout today is dat i didn't bring my frens go.. cuz honestly.. if they go.. i tell u.. they'll b amazed by th power of God oso.. haix.. i onli hafta blame myself.. dat time i say when he cums again i'm gonna bring them.. and yet.. i didn't.. i'm sori for bein such a selfish girl.. i promise u dat nxt time he cums again.. i'm gonna bring ual ther.. promise.. juz hope dat th nxt time wil b sumtime soon.. i reali wan them to listen to him.. he's reali super gd man.. a truly blessed man of God.. love him to bits and pieces.. (:
out for th whole day means gonna rush my hw lyk sum maddog tml if nt i wun b able to finish.. nt th truth is.. even if i chiong my hw lyk sum maddog tml.. i stil wun b able to finish.. how ironical.. lols.. oh.. and i'm seriously gettin fat.. cuz my dad bought a new weighin machine and i realise th previous 1 was spoilt.. ): which means i'm nowher thinner.. how nice of deceivin myself this few mths.. i'm stil a fat and fugly girl.. ): oh well... at least i noe
GOD LOVES ME! (: ahahs..