heyyas.. ok.. firstly muz wish my joyce jie HAPPIE 17TH BDAE! (: hope is a sweet 17th bdae 4 u! (: takaire! hugs!
had pe 2dae.. ran lyk 3km and went 2 play netball! whoa! i sweat alot.. almost tot i wld faint, felt kinda guddy, bt yea, sweatin everythin out is reali a gd way lahhx.. felt sososo much beta 2dae.. guess i'm those girl wid emotions shown on my face de.. hahax.. every1 knew dat i was much much beta 2dae! and i'm glad 2 b much beta.. (: had choir.. sang al i ask of u and give me wings.. i stil lyk gif me wings! (: ahhax.. such a nice song lahhx.. hahax..
hmmm.. anw..guess mayb it was jie bdae dat blessed me such a happie dae 2dae.. ahahax.. no lahhx.. i finally xiang kai le! yayness! *claphands! (: hahax.. ytd was the dae dat i tot through everythin.. yupp.. altho i blogged ytd bt decided nt 2 post it aft al.. cuz i tink is kinda crap lahhx.. al bout me ventin my anger and stuff.. yupp.. and ytd it reali made me realise dat i was actuali a veri selfish person oso.. i tot dat u ppl were selfish ppl juz tot of urself and tink dat u are the worse bt neva eva once tot bout the ppl ard u.. how they feelin and stuff.. yupp.. and ytd, i realise dat actuali, i was oso 1 of them.. the 1 hu was oso the selfsih 1 hu tink dat i was the worst.. nth worst cld happen.. until ytd when my da jiu mu came and visit us and i heard her story, i was lyk omg, mine is nth lahhx.. cuz hers and mine revolve ard the same thing en i realise, my prob is nth.. tot through everythin and plus psychoin help fr shimin and pinwen, i felt much beta.. reali nt worth it.. i guess lyk wat min say is al juz a xi guan dat's y and i was kinda blinded bt now.. i c the light! wahahax.. oh ya.. and i realise y do i wan 2 get myself so troubled and stuff over those ppl hu dun reali care 4 me and make al those ppl hu reali care 4 me wori and tryin their best 2 cheer me up.. realise is nt worth it.. yupp.. told u i xiang kai le.. heex.. God spoke alot 2 me durin these few days oso.. and i kinda understand wat he's tryin 2 bring across 2 me.. and min was rite.. i guess the onli reason y am i so troubled is juz dat i neva tried handlin so many probs at 1 time and each time the prob go worse which makes it even mor terrible 4 me.. juz unable 2 accept so many things at 1 go.. bt i've learnt, if u can't accept it, en dun kare! and let nature take its course, tryin 2 make it go ur way wil onli make urself feel worse which is so nt worth it..
and.. i realised i tend 2 get sleepier and in a worse temper when i'm in a gd mood.. lol.. so ironic yea? ahahax.. nvm.. wadeva.. i'm phebe.. i'm owax weird.. and bein happie is reali much ,uch beta than bein saddx lahhx.. at least i wun feel terrible..
anw.. juz wanna gif special thanks 2 al those ppl hu were ther 2 care 4 me and tried 2 encourage and support me.. thanx loads! u r en the real impt ppl in my life.. i've finally managed 2 change my viewpt and now i'm feelin lyk (: and no mor :( le.. yay! and aft God told me dat he put me through al these probs is so as 2 help those hu go through it, i understand wat he means le.. yupp.. i suddenly feel so lightheartened which means i dun feel so fat.. ahahax.. a veri gd thing indeed.. heex.. xP
kkx.. gonna end here le.. cyax!