hmmm.. guess 2dae was much beta ba.. altho i was reali exhausted.. esp my eyes.. haixx.. my left eye.. so pain until i haf no choice bt i gotta take out my contact lens.. dunno y iszit so pain oso.. haixx.. bt i felt much beta wearin specs.. i promise myself dat 2dae i'll zzz b4 12.. i guess i reeali nid my sleep aft havin lack of zzz 4 lyk dunno how many days le.. is the holidays and i stil get less than 8 hours of sleep and my eyebags are seriously big and heavy lurrhx.. i nid my sleep..
st gabs was ok 2dae.. altho we were lyk 10mins late bt thank God dat we didn't hafta run.. hahax.. 2dae choir was much fun and we were beta in our singing 2.. hahax.. nice.. the teachers were al veri nice 2dae oso.. we didn't get scolded.. hahax.. hmmm.. havin choir tml and bbal trainin.. i guess i'll most prob b goin tml.. haix.. i dunno.. it seems so weird lehhx.. cuz is lyk i stil feel reali weird dat i'm goin 4 bbal trainin.. is lyk sumhow dun fit? and honestly, ther's lyk many ppl out ther dat are beta than me so i reali tink dat mayb is nt a gd idea 2 b in the team.. i dun wanna throw their faces lehhx.. haixx.. i duuno lahhx.. hmmm.. juz c how is trainin tml lorrx.. i guess i'm probably the worst player ther.. and is lyk haix.. dunno lahhx.. hmmm.. dats' y i'm owax gettin so confused.. i dunno if i'm bein sensitive or wat.. bt i tink dat i dun deserve 2 b in the bbal team lehhx.. cuz is lyk.. lyk dat lorrx.. i oso dunno 2 how say.. dat kind of feelin lorrx.. haixxx..
and en now i'm lyk unsure if i shld wear braces? cuz is lyk my parents seem veri unwillin 2 let me wear.. they keep makin me excuses and keep askin me "u reali wanna wear braces arhx? no nid lahhx.. nvm.. " haix.. and i'm stil fearful if the result of me wearin braces wld b so hideous or sth.. haix.. bt no pain no gain.. al these are 4 the beta i guess..
dat's y i say i hate makin decisions.. arrrgh.. cuz is lyk so terrible.. u dun even noe wat decision u make wld b rite and i'm lyk those fickle minded type.. wil keep on changin my mind de lorrx.. haiix..
oh 2dae is grad nite 4 the sec4s.. hahax.. saw sum of em.. they look reali nice bt ke xi is dat it isn't in the hotel.. hope dat mrs tan or mr tan wil sumhow make it possible 4 our batch 2 b in the hotel or mayb country club or sth.. tink dat is oso beta than the sch's hall lorrx.. heard fr hihs dat they owax haf their grad nite in the hotel de.. so cool.. hahax.. even the atmosphere is lyk so nice oso lorrx..
anw.. the $12 was return even without me askin.. hahaax.. looks lyk he does haf sum liang xin aft al.. hahax.. so mayb i shld c him in a beta light.. heex.. sorrie.. oops.. =X
hmmm.. kkx.. tink gonna end here le.. hahax.. i promise 2 b sleepin early 2dae.. shall blog bout tml de trainin en tel u how gd or bad iszit lorrx.. zzz.. haiix..