heyyas.. hmmm.. 2dae has been real tirin 4 me.. i reali can't sit int he driver's seat cuz i reali feel lyk pukin esp when the car keep on stoppin and jerking.. zzz.. stupid traffic jam lahhx.. haix.. guess i'm nt bloggin bout wat happen in st gabs le.. al these can go shimin's and eve's blog 2 c lorrx.. haix.. cuz i reali nid 2 blog this down.. or nt i'll juz cry out netime lorrx.. zzz..
haixx.. i dunno wad's wrong in lyk sayin u dun wanna reach ther xtra early cuz is lyk u, alone in a starnger sch summor is a boy's sch.. dat's lyk gonna b so weird lorrx.. rite? en wat's my problem of refusin 2 go so early since is lyk so weird.. zzz.. u juz can't understand dat kind of weird feelin lurrhx.. and en u say dat i'm bein so ungrateful and thoughtless.. zzz.. is lyk u are bein the thoughtless 1 lorrx.. u neva tot of how i reali feel and u juz say it lyk dat lyk is al my fault.. i noe u r bein nice tryin 2 send me 2 st gabs bt if is reali makin things so difficult 4 u cuz u hafta work en i might as wel go myself.. is dat bein ungrateful oso? told u the most u alight me at the busstop en i take my own sweet time 2 walk 2 st gabs en it'll b juz nice the timin wat.. en wat's ur prob of refusin and say dat i'm bein ungrateful??!! wth.. i reali dun understand wat u r tinkin lorrx.. u tink it doesn't hurt the way u scold me iszit? is lyk is al my fault.. bt is lyk u keep sayin put urself in other ppl's shoes and c how they'll feel lyk when the gal lost her wallet and i found it bt the money was gone bcuz sum ppl took it.. en y can't u try puttin urself in my shoes.. is lyk u reali dun understand how weird it can b 2 b standin lyk an idiot al alone in a foreign sch summor a boy's sch... zzz.. wth.. and i get the blame of y lettin my fren take the money inside the wallet.. haix.. I'M SUCH A DUMBASS.. haix.. y did i even bother 2 take the wallet bak.. i was juz bein nice tryin 2 return the wallet lorrx cuz i cld imagine the scene when the girl cryin lookin 4 her wallet.. dat's y i brought it bak.. and en u scold me cua y i allow my fren 2 take the money away.. haixx.. if they wanna take it away wat can i do? u tel me lahhx.. lyk dat oso my fault.. now my fren dun wanna return and i stil haf 2 put bak the money and act lyk nth has happen lk as if my fren is willin 2 return the money.. if i knew dat ther was goin 2 b so much trouble i shldn't even bother 2 bring it hme lorrx.. waste my time, my effort and duh.. my money.. and is lyk $12 lorrx.. wid dat i dunno can buy how many things le.. haixx.. 1 pathetic wallet.. 1 pathetic thing dat i say "nvm.. i go myself".. and i haf 2 b lyk scolded lyk wth lyk dat.. zzz.. arrrgh.. i'm so pissed.. 2dae totally sux! parents.. arrgh.. i reali dun understand wat they r tinkin.. lyk wadeva i do oso wrong.. dai you se de yan jing kan zhu wo.. zzz.. wat's al dat 4 man..
i can't take it le.. i broke down.. haix... 4get it.. i'm tired 2 cont bloggin.. i'm juz so pissed.. is lyk no1 understands me lorrx.. mayb onli god.. bt now.. i dunno.. i reali can't feel him now.. haixx.. ='(